Someone asked for an update here it is;

Hello giuuuz
I'm really not doing much that would be exciting to you guys but is super exciting to me so I didn't think to share it xD
I'm still going strong with Martin, he's a sweet heart and takes care of me 24/7. ❤️ I love him lots like jelly tots
Went Scotland for his birthday, took him for a meal and embarrassed him with a birthday song in the restaurant ( classic )
Honestly in such a happy place right now I'm just clinging to every moment I get and praying I don't ever have to let it slip between my fingers 🙌🏻

It's my birthday on the 22nd so he's coming down on the 19th (yay) but we're only staying in the hotel basically for 2 days, the rest at my aunts place ._. XD weird but eh I'd sleep anywhere as long as he's there <3 only thing I got planned is Pub and Wo Fat (my favourite Chinese place ever cannot wait been 2 years )

Mentally I'm great, physically I'm getting there, slowly but surely. XD loosing weight is hard with a naturally skinny BF who can eat what he wants and not gain a thing :(
Back to work, with still barely any shifts unfortunately but I think it's time for me to start looking else where to try and go up the ladder. Maybe try for a trainee management position. Who knows that's in the future. Right now all I'm thinking about is how excited I am for my birthday and Martin coming down <3

Um but yeah. I dunno if I rambled on or repeated myself but that's all the update I have :3

Have a great day <3