
After probably the worse week of my life, this is what came out...
Sometimes depression grows so strong that just listening to depressive suicidal songs isn't enought to let your emotions go out
This isn't about the things that happened during the week though... It's maybe about my deepest wish being denied by those around me. Can't be myself, gotta be what other people and society want me to be.
There's no one holding my leash right now, I've just got out of a bad master/pet relationship and I'm not ready to have another master yet...
But the needing didn't go away. I still need that and the lack of such events are killing me
Sometimes I just wish I could live a life being someone's pet all the time. A desire that has been silently growing inside of me as of late
And I wish I could leave everything behind to live that kind of life, but it might never happen...
As always I can't have the things that my heart desires the most...
5 years without being able to touch anyone's feet irl and now this...
And all the other bad things that's been going on that I don't want to talk about... *Sigh*
Sometimes depression grows so strong that just listening to depressive suicidal songs isn't enought to let your emotions go out
This isn't about the things that happened during the week though... It's maybe about my deepest wish being denied by those around me. Can't be myself, gotta be what other people and society want me to be.
There's no one holding my leash right now, I've just got out of a bad master/pet relationship and I'm not ready to have another master yet...
But the needing didn't go away. I still need that and the lack of such events are killing me
Sometimes I just wish I could live a life being someone's pet all the time. A desire that has been silently growing inside of me as of late
And I wish I could leave everything behind to live that kind of life, but it might never happen...
As always I can't have the things that my heart desires the most...
5 years without being able to touch anyone's feet irl and now this...
And all the other bad things that's been going on that I don't want to talk about... *Sigh*
Category Artwork (Traditional) / General Furry Art
Species Vulpine (Other)
Size 960 x 608px
File Size 40.1 kB
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