A simple truth: head's full of brain, and a hammer's really only gonna make it worse.

LOL

Worse, or better? ayyy (no im not thinking of sui, actually that was not the imagery i was trying to portray)

i knew as soon as i read the title that you were referring to that song, and that makes me really love this piece even more. honestly, very few songs feel like "oh this is a good description of bpd" for me as that one... and now i have to go listen to the entire album immediately.
artistically, the textures and stark contrast between the greyscale and that fuchsia are great, and there's some really interesting stuff going on with line weight.
also that's a good hammer. i can't draw tools to save my life. thumbs up.

thank you SO much, that song really sticks out to me as a bpd song too! i should put together a playlist, really. thank you so much, your comments are very kind

and yeah, that fuschia is very important to me, it symbolizes my foray into psychadelics (LSD + mushrooms) which taught me some amazing lessons and healed a major crack in me, i feel. sometimes, rarely now, i lose track of those lessons.

weirdly enough, bright magenta/rosy pinks are similarly associated for me. especially if combined with bright warm yellows and golds.
psychedelics can be very useful tools. i wish i still had a good firm grip on some of my own lessons from such things, but my memory is not a good one. but it seems you've got a good grasp of the things you got from the experiences.
we all forget things we've learned from time to time. but you re-remembered. that's the important part in the end.

EDIT: also, avett brothers are a mental illness-associated band for me anyway! and the neighbourhood. and depeche mode. there... are a few.

Guess it would be wrong of me to quote THAT hammer song.

appearently.... XD

Your emotional pieces always resonate so strongly with me. Very powerful.

Although the glowing head is helpful in dark places, you should really be wearing safety goggles if you are going to be using a hammer like that.