I haven't done any personal art for a while, nor a Life's A Chibi illustration I can truly post. Its not the best, but I feel like its something that expresses itself. A lot has been on my mind and for the past few months, I've been very depressed. I decided to draw something related to how I feel.
" Everyone has a jar of joyful jelly: its swirling vibrant colors remains you of the happiness you have and cherish. They share their jars, admiring the colorful display they hold. While they enjoy their positivity, you sit alone, your jar empty. You try to see if there is any left in your jar; a droplet, a sparkle, a trickle of remaining color. You want to see the happiness you hold, but you come to terms that you have just a normal empty jar, a jar that no one cares to see. No happiness, no joy, no colorful emotions. All that you have is just an empty void and loneliness.
Someone comes along and sees your empty jar. With their own personal jar, filled to the brim with happiness, they sit down right beside you and takes the time to pour of of their colors into your empty jar. They wish to share some of their positivity with you, even if it means sacrificing some of theirs. You now have some happiness in your jar. It is not much, but the fact that someone took the time to share some of their own with you means so much to you. May it help you start your way on refilling your jar. "
Depression sucks. It really does. Everyone has it, more than the other. Depressed people handle and express it differently. If you know someone who has an empty jar, take the time to refill it without completely draining your own. Share the happiness together.
artwork © 2016 Alex Cockburn
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I hope soon someone shares a jar with you *hugs*
This begs the question from me as well... is my jar empty, or is its contents invisible, hidden, somewhere else... what? Because my current state of mind is so complicated, it frustrates me...
Yeah, yeah, I know no one here cares... Just thought I'd give what few cents I have left on the matter..
I know a lot is on your mind, but there are people who care about you, and there will always be those who are willing to share their happiness. :)
I know it's been a while, but you know if you need someone to talk to I'm here.
It hurts, it makes you loopy and it turns some people away, but it does teach you things.
If you need some fur to talk to, just throw me a line, always here for friends
everything is so empty and sad, there is no hope, everyone else around you is so happy but nobody helps you, its worse when someone publicly says they will be there to help you to listen you and so, but at the end when you need you they never answer you realize you are for real, alone,and its terrible.
your drawings are so lovely, thankyou for sharing it, and hopefully it may inspire someone to help someone else ♥
I'm happy to have such support, and I wish everyone with depression has someone who shares their happiness with them.
To a pessimist, the glass is half empty.
To a feminist, the glass is being raped.
Wow. I actually welled up a bit when I saw this. Staying as my featured fav for the time being. So right on the head. Been feeling waves of it and this caused a tearful smile of hope. God Bless ya.
So cute and so sad and uuuuugh my feels
As usual, I just want to cuddle your artwork so much... ;_;
*Cuddle!*
This picture is cute,yet sad.Awesome work!
...I got a jar of rainbow dirt!...
...I got a jar of rainbow dirt!...
...and guess what's inside it!
My jar gets filled when I know I can help other people fill theirs.
Someone would approach you.. and see you there, with a jar cracked and a grey cloud over your head and a sad, heavy heart, but most of all.. they would look at the tears on your cheeks and see a face that has not smiled in a time that is much longer then it should have ever been. No one should ever not have at least one smile hidden away inside themselves that they can turn to and use it to push back sadness and a lonely heart.
I smile and kneel down beside you and gently pull you into my arms and wrap the ghostly white wings of my heart around you... and quietly ask you not to cry so much. This world is far too full of bitterness and hate, cruelty and suffering that a heart that can do so, must find another who hurts for no reason that is good.. and then give them a reason to feel better.
I am that reason.. and I want to take away some of your tears because to hear a heart cry hurts my own heart as well. Please look up and see the stars in the night sky and remember that for every star in the darkness that shines so brightly, so too can a heart that is given hope; even against seemingly impossible odds. Take a piece of my hope and the kindness in my heart and let no more tears fall.
For what it's worth little one. please know that someone cares, and would smile more and share that smile with you if your tears will stop, even for just a moment or so... that is all I ask
I can't remember the last time I felt so warm and happy inside that I cried happy tears, and I can't express how grateful I am for that.
These small, mortal words don't feel strong enough to tell you how much better you just made me feel, but they're all I have, so thank you.
Even though I'll return to the isolation, due to the lack of a physical social life, I do feel better, and it feels like it won't hurt as much when the loneliness sets in again.
"Thank you" is a common phrase, used so often that it does not feel as strong as I wish it could be right now, to tell you how happy you made me.
I truly thank you for warming my heart and being the star that reminds me to look up, beyond the clouds.
Thank you for shining through the clouds and giving me the hope that I needed to get back on my feet.
Next time I stumble and fall, I'll remember your words, and I'll look up.
Even if I can't see them, the stars are always there to guide the way.
Thank you for being a star for me, so bright to rival the sun itself.
Thank you for sharing your happiness and helping me patch up the biggest cracks in my jar.
Thank you for being a wonderful person.
I hope you have a wonderful day and an even more amazing life.
Truly, you deserve it.
Thank you.
Thank you for making such an awesome piece of artwork.
Jokes aside, you do a great job of portraying important things wordlessly, it's always nice to see these.
Don't stop doing these they themselves make smiles.
-Spider Robinson.
Nicely done :) its cute and touching
I'd rather suffer than see someone else suffering.
This makes me happy and sad at the same time, because I see others happy. I want to be happy but I'm afraid of someone taking that away, so I stay sad. I want to talk with others about this but I feel no one will listen or brush me off, like no one cares.
nice work <3
I can definitely relate when it comes to depression and the effects it has on one's mind, heart, and demeanor. It's a difficult thing to deal with alone, but when the right friends come along and share even a little of their happiness, it makes a world of difference. I thank you for drawing and posting such a tale, Truth be told, when I first saw this piece, I actually imagined the poor lil' thing was colored the way he was because of the lack of happiness, and I was expecting them to get a little more of a vibrant fur color when they had some happiness in their jar, but I still like how it turned out even without that aspect to it.
Being a sufferer on ongoing depression and anxiety (even tot he point of suicidal thoughts), this image really talked to me. Not just from one side of it, but both angles. I'm often the one with the empty jar, who suffers and feels left out from others. But at the same time, sometime I'm the one whose attempting to share my happiness, but by emptying my jar into that of a friend, resulting in the cycle repeating.
This image and it's meaning and words to it, means a lot. So thank you for putting depression into a way that can be described without words.
Since the coming to terms thing sorta is how I feel about people loving me, that it won't just happen, ever.
And i'm one that really needs the love of someone else to even be happy for longer then a random game online.
It's worse when you're told you clinically have it as well, I just have a minor form but when you're actually diagnosed it's worse then just having the thought of being depressed. Like thinking you're ill, but when you actually know you're ill you just give up
Cheer up! Look, a cute bubble critter with a tiny bowtie!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21860411/
Please don't be sad. I can't take it. It hurts too much. *snuggles intensify*
I've been in the situation of the grey one, but from always emptying my jar for others, and being left with nothing. Over-extending my happiness and care to the point of having nothing left.
But it's done so well and speaks so true!
People would be surprised how alone some of their colleagues actually are...
Now that what the fur is gone...that jar of happiness of mine is just empty, not even a single droplet. All i have left is Nerfie, and my PC to chat online with many other friends whenever i feel lonely. That's it.
Certain things in our lives are our main source of happiness.
For me, it was what the fur and everyone at the con, even you are k. the lot, Ookami. I really miss you guys, and when the con was completely over, then time to leave the hotel, i found myself alone, and i couldnt stop crying.
This proves how much most of the con meant alot to me, it was even a family and a 2nd home. I became good frienda with you and catmonkshiro.
Love all of you guys.
-Sinbad316 & Nerfie
Enough people shared their jelly with me, that I obtained a jar that is almost full....
In order to try and pay back the kindness, I then share my new jelly with others...
But..
There are *lots* of people with empty jars out there... and I have a finite amount of jelly to share...
I share all I can, keeping enough to keep me from being too sad, but seeing all that pain, and taking the time to share my time and care with so many, has definitely re-emptied my jar, especially knowing I will simply never have enough to share with everyone who needs it.
Of course, the analog is... I have led a pretty rough life. Enough people have been kind to me over the years, though, that I know both happy moments, and sad moments... and with these disparate elements combined, I have gained a measure of insight and wisdom that allows me to guide people who are in a similar state of despair, to know where to look for happiness, and how to work towards it, sharing my sympathies and attention with them to help them along until they can get on their feet.
But, there are many out there with suffering, and I only have so much energy and time to be able to focus on so very few...
Not only that, but some people whom I have stopped self-harming, or other issues, have fallen in love with me... even though I already have a family, and am unable to provide them with all the time and effort one should give to a loved one...
And so, I do what I can... with what I have, and await the results.
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I have a specific avatar... a fluffy, cute guardian dragon called flammie... It's known for being a sort of guardian in the world that it lives (Check out secret of mana, the game where the creature comes from)
Now... it represents my desires... I want to be cute, kind, and powerful, like it is...
Cuteness, not only so people treat me better, but also so I can bring happiness to others with my mere presence.
Kindness I have, but it's still a key component.
And power...
In particular, the power and vitality to help a lot more people than I am able to in my sickly, average, human form.
Alas, I know that, even if I was this guardian beast, I still couldn't help everyone... But... the ability to help so many... It might help salve my guilt a bit.
I suppose that means there is a fourth quality it has that I would want... in many ways it seems innocent and happy... Basically having it's own endless jar of jelly, despite it's limitations.
But yeah...
Your comic resonated well enough with me to basically write down my own general experiences that are related to it.
I truly hope, that in the future, you receive all the happiness you desire.
Your art seems so sweet and innocent and inspired... I believe you deserve happiness, simply for the happiness and inspiration you provide others with your artwork.
Take care, Miss. Best luck in the future. u. u
That 3rd panel when he's shaking the jar upside down to see if there's anything left Broke my damn heart DX
I hate "Faving" this, as that implies (in my mind) I like it for selfish reasons. I know logically its promoting the image and its message, but sometimes I wish there was a "Promote/Share" button instead.
*Hugs the lil grey fellow and shares even more rainbow joyful jelly with him*