im a paranoid person, when i have an itch that something's not right, i get worried. I trust your words, it's just. i haven't heard them a lot lately, and that worries me. i want you too be happy. Go be happy, just don't forget me, i need you too just reassure me. I'm falling apart at the seems, it feels like im loosing myself in this situation, because im too afraid too ask "the question" because i already know the answers, and the answer is not what i want too hear. it pains me too be in pain, too pain you, too pain the people around you, this feels like a one way street when its supposed too be a group effort and ive been super depressed lately because of it, i reach out too you but you push me away, is that spark already gone? have i already had my run? i ask too many questions i know, i know i should trust your words i do, but it hard too hear you from so so far away, i guess it could be jealousy, so i surround my self with others too take my mind off of you, its just i don't want too not be with you, but ive messed up so many times already, i cant keep myself from running out of time. this all doesn't make sense, its basically my feeling jotted down in this lil description box, i kinda hope the person this is about dosent see this, or if they do, for them not too get angry at me, because that's the last thing i want too happen.