I'm not sure where to begin, it has somehow been days, four i believe, since i was last awake, i suspect magic has been involved, the dream however, has brought me agony i cannot describe, and days without food has left me even lower, my past showed clear, and while i'm sure it was a dream world, likely created from the four of us if my theory of magic is correct, i'm left disturbed how far back it reached to bring her out, that spider-woman, i know not if the others are as rattled as i am, it was be foolish to assume either way, but one thing has been made very clear, until i conquer that which my minions and my magic cannot reach; My heart, i will likely never be truly ready to conquer the world for my dark gods whom gifted me with my power with that single goal, i worry i cannot complete my delicate work on the Juju craft either, in my state, it would likely come out flawed and worthless, i need to set myself to this short term goal and accomplish it fast, as it stands, my ability to move about at this time is rather impaired, so for now, i'm not going anywhere fast, meaning i have plenty of time to get my grips upon what plagues my heart, and how to best move forward in light of this unpredictable reminder of the past.