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Bleh. Its 1 AM and depression is kicking in again for some reason. Depression seems to be my one of my strongest insperations for poetry now. That, and love, but love quickly turns to depression, so their basically one in the same. Cuz love follows to heart break/pain, which follows to depression.
I think i was trying to hard to make it something it wasn't. Iinstead of it just letting it go with the flow. I may just put it in my scraps later on. Sorry to bother you guys with this. Just wanted to do something instead of sitting around doing nothing.
I think i was trying to hard to make it something it wasn't. Iinstead of it just letting it go with the flow. I may just put it in my scraps later on. Sorry to bother you guys with this. Just wanted to do something instead of sitting around doing nothing.
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do not apologize for something that is best to bring out and not hold in. depression can become bad... turn to anger... turn to hate. then you lose everything but withhout a care. please... i say... let out your depressio in any way. tell your heart, love needs to wait for now. family needs you. school must be done as well. love must come later so it can last a life time...
ya know, its actually kinda odd. When I get super mad, the next day I'll become super depressed, then the next day I'll become super happy. Then after that im back to normal. Im kinda weird when it comes to my emotional side.
And I agree, I can't go looking for a mate for awhile cuz of all that crap thats going on right now. I'de like to have one, but I can't risk lossing it again cuz of school. Even if that means I have to go X amount of months without it. But I'll be patient.
And I agree, I can't go looking for a mate for awhile cuz of all that crap thats going on right now. I'de like to have one, but I can't risk lossing it again cuz of school. Even if that means I have to go X amount of months without it. But I'll be patient.
i went some X amount of months without it. i know where you are coming from. i had to do it twice no thanks to my first ex... then the lest one.... whom ran out on me and his whole family.... i wonder which one is worse.... being physically and emotionally abused or being left behind with no word........ i think they are both bad in general...
Heh. I had an ex who was a blood fairy spirit. She cheated on me and broke up with me. I found out that the reason she broke up with me is cuz she was pregnant with the other guy baby. Heh. She didnt even have a job and the guy was a bum. No job no life. You run into a few like that every now and then but you can always find someone who loves you. Like us. We all love you. Get to know people first. Then go from there. It almost always works.
ya, thats why I try to pre-occupy myself with talking with friends, or drawing, or writting poems or something. Anything to get my mind off of things, even if I have to play one of my kid games from when i was 5. *nuzzles back* But sometimes it really gets to me, and I just feel liek I wanna cry, even though I cry next to never. Last time I cried was about a month ago, before that, 4 years......so ya.....
I play kid games all the time still, when I'm bored. Except I tend to beat them within a couple days, |D. Awww, sometimes crying is a good remedy though, just to let things out. I don't really cry ever myself, but I know that sometimes it's a good thing if something is really and truly bothering you... *pets ears*
I tend to play them for so long before I even become bored witht hose, then I just sit there and watch TV or something, even though theres nothing good on. And I can agree with that, but it takes ALOT to make me cry. Like, the last time I cried was cuz one of my friends was crying. I hate it when friends cry cuz that, to me is a terrible thing.
*hugs tightly*
*hugs tightly*
*murrs softly* But, its like I can't cry by myself. Like I need something REALLY REALLY emotional to happen, or for my friends to cry. I kinda can't just cry on my own without any sort of major help. I think its cuz of when my grandmother passed away, cuz that was the 4 year mark. *nuzzles softly*
You cant cry because you wont let yourself do so. I used to be exactly like that. You have put a block you are not fully aware of on you emotions. You don't let yourself feel them fully which is why they are random like they are. But know this...I may have just met you a couple of months ago on here. But I will not leave or stop checking up on you to help when I can. And if I cant help you I can promise you I will give it one hell of an effort. Take care Trent, your friend Mon ^.=.^
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