So. I haven't been that well lately. I've had three panic attacks over a course of two days, and I also broke down numerous times. I'm pretty sure I've cried all the tears I could out, and stayed awake all the hours I could. I missed the bus today to school from over sleeping, in such a deep sleep finally after not sleeping two nights in a row. Didn't wake up and realise I missed school until it was almost over .-. I didn't go, and since all I've been doing recently is staying in bed, I finally got out of those nasty clothes and took a very refreshing shower, and in genral cleaned everything. Physcially and mentally. Now, the reasoning for this you may ask? I rather not give extreme details, but long story short I won't be able to see a certain person as much as all as I used to... Aside from weekends I don't have anything to look forward to anymore, since I can't see that person anymore. Anyways, I'm working on getting better. Sorry for the small rant.