This is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay back from 2011!!
I just wanted to upload it cause I thought it was cute -^^-

I had really low self esteem back then. I was really chubby and no matter what I did I couldn't lose much weight, I'm A LOT smaller now but it was pretty bad back then.

Turns out it was some of my medication that was causing it. I stopped taking it all together and almost in 1 month, I lost 40 lbs!!
I take different meds now that don't affect my weight so it's all good now ;D

But this is how I felt back then, really wished my character BonBon (whichIhavn'tproperlydrawnyet) would've popped out of no where magically and just made me smaller. I guess you could say I had an EMO moment ^^'

Also that was my old fur pattern from when I just made myself look like Tessa, I was lazy and Tessa is my alter ego in a way so ya know, made sense at the time. But I changed it and now I got my own look as a cartoon cat :3