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I had one of those days on Saturday T.T
Had trouble finding gifts for my family at the mall, EVERYTHING was so over priced and I had like $94 dollars on me, cause I thought "der shouldn't hurt none if I buy a nice tasty ice tea for mahself at Teavana for $5 der"
Welp it kinda did, cause everything in the mall would've taken at least 3/4 of what I had on me.
So I left the mall with nothing and feeling disappointed and mad.
But it wasn't even that situation that bugged me that day, it was the fact that I literally did not have the means to buy my family the things I thought they deserved and to be able to GIVE them something with money I EARNED!!
It just made me frustrated with my situation of the only way for me to make any money is to babysit (which I don't like) for $100 a week.
I need a real job and I can get one I've done it before but my family's always goin on about,
"Oh but who will take care of the baby!? Who will help us do errands when we're at work or out of town or the house!?"
And then the family guilt sets in and I unwillingly volunteer to quit my job and "help out" prrrrt!! lP
I'm glad I can help my family and I'm happy they're happy I'm there for them but JEEEEEEEEEEESE!!! I need to make a living too!!
I'm gonna move out soon for F***s SAKE!!!
Plus I wanna buy my own clothes and food and not have to say, "*sigh* guess I better leave one or the other to buy one or the other"
Or literally wait and LITERALLY not go out or go ANYWHERE for 3 to 5 WEEKS just to save up enough money to buy things that will cost that much.
And no I don't mean "designer" clothes or make up or purses and spoiled rich girl crap like that, I mean like a new outfit thats not from 2 or 3 years ago thats comfy and a good bargain, food I can use to cook my own meals and improve my cooking skills, freakin afford vet trips for my cat and doctor visits for myself and some GOD DAMN SOCKS AND UNDERWEAR!!!!!
Is that too much to ask!? Really!?
*SIGH*
I just wanna be able to buy what I need like everyone else(.)
And just so you guys know, I'm not dirt poor or underprivileged or anything, I have a good life with my family really.
I just want my freedom already, at least to provide for myself financially and not feel like a total bum at home.
Lol all this frustration from not bein able to buy Christmas presents at the mall.
heh, well thats one way to let it all out huh?
Had trouble finding gifts for my family at the mall, EVERYTHING was so over priced and I had like $94 dollars on me, cause I thought "der shouldn't hurt none if I buy a nice tasty ice tea for mahself at Teavana for $5 der"
Welp it kinda did, cause everything in the mall would've taken at least 3/4 of what I had on me.
So I left the mall with nothing and feeling disappointed and mad.
But it wasn't even that situation that bugged me that day, it was the fact that I literally did not have the means to buy my family the things I thought they deserved and to be able to GIVE them something with money I EARNED!!
It just made me frustrated with my situation of the only way for me to make any money is to babysit (which I don't like) for $100 a week.
I need a real job and I can get one I've done it before but my family's always goin on about,
"Oh but who will take care of the baby!? Who will help us do errands when we're at work or out of town or the house!?"
And then the family guilt sets in and I unwillingly volunteer to quit my job and "help out" prrrrt!! lP
I'm glad I can help my family and I'm happy they're happy I'm there for them but JEEEEEEEEEEESE!!! I need to make a living too!!
I'm gonna move out soon for F***s SAKE!!!
Plus I wanna buy my own clothes and food and not have to say, "*sigh* guess I better leave one or the other to buy one or the other"
Or literally wait and LITERALLY not go out or go ANYWHERE for 3 to 5 WEEKS just to save up enough money to buy things that will cost that much.
And no I don't mean "designer" clothes or make up or purses and spoiled rich girl crap like that, I mean like a new outfit thats not from 2 or 3 years ago thats comfy and a good bargain, food I can use to cook my own meals and improve my cooking skills, freakin afford vet trips for my cat and doctor visits for myself and some GOD DAMN SOCKS AND UNDERWEAR!!!!!
Is that too much to ask!? Really!?
*SIGH*
I just wanna be able to buy what I need like everyone else(.)
And just so you guys know, I'm not dirt poor or underprivileged or anything, I have a good life with my family really.
I just want my freedom already, at least to provide for myself financially and not feel like a total bum at home.
Lol all this frustration from not bein able to buy Christmas presents at the mall.
heh, well thats one way to let it all out huh?
Category Artwork (Digital) / Fantasy
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File Size 173.8 kB
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