why must i envy you

its unfair how youre all loved like this

i feel so alone

i long to be trated so generously like you

why must my sadness be prologued

i am unloved compared to you

and yet nobody cared not you not the others not even my family

everyone is the same

take whatever happiness i have

leave me to suffer

leave me to feel empty

leave me

give me nothing

accept what i give

my words mean nothing

they fall on deaf ears

leave me to cry

leave me

to

loneliness