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For a long time, I held the optimism and hope that even in the face of the greatest difficulty, love finds a way and overcomes this difficulty with ease. Today, unfortunately, I seem to have discovered that this is ultimately a lie, and it's best to withhold any personal conviction that such a thing exists, lest your love is either played with like a toy, until the amusement has worn off, or shit on in order for the other person to ejaculate. Yah, that's what happened.
So I think it's appropriate to have this page uploaded on such an occasion. These moments, together, were always my favorite, because of the intense love I felt. To retroactively discover this was just a mistake on my part is indeed an upsetting experience.
These guys do love each other. They are also a story in my imagination. They aren't real. I want them to be.
But that's life. Live and learn.
EDIT: Fuck it, I'm going for broke. I've been holding all this shit in and repressed, in total pain and confusion for so fucking long that it's just about time I stop censoring myself.
I used to think I was good at reading people and circumstances. Now, I know I'm not. I was so in love with this person: He, 1200 miles away from me, was clearly going to have sex with a person he was clearly falling for, and denying it to me the whole time. That night I asked him to please not have sex because I was scared / insecure. The next day? Yep, they had sex. What's more? The other guy knew about this affair the whole time and capitulated 100% with the destruction of a relationship. He also guilted me into feeling crazy for worrying about the above emotional relationship. I was the crazy one. Two months later he tells me that "Yep, he was" feeling for this Better Model. There are about a thousand more stories like those.
That was the person I have loved so much and more than any one person in my life.
Clearly, I was grossly mistaken, about this repulsive and repugnant creature and the forced trust he guilted me into having for him.
I've held this in for so long, again, being made to feel like I was the crazy person, and worse? I began to believe it. So fuck you, **REDACTED 6/24/16**, you tortured me in the exact same fucking ways which led me to the looney bin in the first place. I screamed and begged you to stop. I think you understood completely what you were doing; something I know someone did to you, so go get some fucking therapy.
http://i.imgur.com/xOY7hP2.gif
Oh my god my heart is broken.
The rest of you, I want to believe this love exists, between these two guys. That is literally the reason I'm doing it. I want to have this hope again. I really, really, do. Otherwise, I really am just crazy.
https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u.....034207/lol.jpg
So I think it's appropriate to have this page uploaded on such an occasion. These moments, together, were always my favorite, because of the intense love I felt. To retroactively discover this was just a mistake on my part is indeed an upsetting experience.
These guys do love each other. They are also a story in my imagination. They aren't real. I want them to be.
But that's life. Live and learn.
EDIT: Fuck it, I'm going for broke. I've been holding all this shit in and repressed, in total pain and confusion for so fucking long that it's just about time I stop censoring myself.
I used to think I was good at reading people and circumstances. Now, I know I'm not. I was so in love with this person: He, 1200 miles away from me, was clearly going to have sex with a person he was clearly falling for, and denying it to me the whole time. That night I asked him to please not have sex because I was scared / insecure. The next day? Yep, they had sex. What's more? The other guy knew about this affair the whole time and capitulated 100% with the destruction of a relationship. He also guilted me into feeling crazy for worrying about the above emotional relationship. I was the crazy one. Two months later he tells me that "Yep, he was" feeling for this Better Model. There are about a thousand more stories like those.
That was the person I have loved so much and more than any one person in my life.
Clearly, I was grossly mistaken, about this repulsive and repugnant creature and the forced trust he guilted me into having for him.
I've held this in for so long, again, being made to feel like I was the crazy person, and worse? I began to believe it. So fuck you, **REDACTED 6/24/16**, you tortured me in the exact same fucking ways which led me to the looney bin in the first place. I screamed and begged you to stop. I think you understood completely what you were doing; something I know someone did to you, so go get some fucking therapy.
http://i.imgur.com/xOY7hP2.gif
Oh my god my heart is broken.
The rest of you, I want to believe this love exists, between these two guys. That is literally the reason I'm doing it. I want to have this hope again. I really, really, do. Otherwise, I really am just crazy.
https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u.....034207/lol.jpg
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I'm sorry to hear you have been having problems with love.
Please, please don't blame love, for the acts of a couple of ass wipes. maybe you have been looking in the wrong places, it will sting for a while but we are strong.
There is probably someone ready to help heal those wrecked wounds, it may even be someone you already know. Look to your friend they care about you, I'm sure there is someone who is dying for the chance to be with you.
Sorry, I'm a nobody with this message to you. I'm not even sure you will read it or not, but please don't lose hope. THERE ARE PEOLE WHO CARE.
You are creating the very embodiment of what love is. This is powerful. Be strong for those who need this message. (even if that happens to include you)
Please, please don't blame love, for the acts of a couple of ass wipes. maybe you have been looking in the wrong places, it will sting for a while but we are strong.
There is probably someone ready to help heal those wrecked wounds, it may even be someone you already know. Look to your friend they care about you, I'm sure there is someone who is dying for the chance to be with you.
Sorry, I'm a nobody with this message to you. I'm not even sure you will read it or not, but please don't lose hope. THERE ARE PEOLE WHO CARE.
You are creating the very embodiment of what love is. This is powerful. Be strong for those who need this message. (even if that happens to include you)
"There is probably someone ready to help heal those wrecked wounds, it may even be someone you already know. Look to your friend they care about you, I'm sure there is someone who is dying for the chance to be with you."
This is SO true. When I got into my first relationship, it ended awfully and with a horrible string of breakups. I broke a lot of people's hearts without even thinking it because of how much I wanted to be loved. After that I suffered for months until I met someone who was there for me and gave me the motivation needed to fix myself and put myself out there, smarter, mature, and less egotistical. The relationship he and I had never existed, but he was there just to help me pick myself back u and I can never forget him after that.
I'm now in a relationship in which my mate wishes to keep an open relationship even though I hold him higher than anything else, including sex. He lives oceans apart from me, but he is making an effort to be fair with me even if my libido decides to take over and I want to have sex with a complete stranger. I love him more than anything else because of how considerate and understanding we are towards each other. Love IS stronger than anything else, even for those moments where that love might be tested.
The moral of this message is to use the love you have between you and your special one to make it stable, clear, and fair. The things you ought to do or you should let happen should be held in consideration from both parties so you and your special one can reach a better understanding.
You'll be ok, and you'll be with someone who cares what you think and help you with what your going through, just as you'll be there for him. You think you might be alone but really you never are. Never forget that. <3
This is SO true. When I got into my first relationship, it ended awfully and with a horrible string of breakups. I broke a lot of people's hearts without even thinking it because of how much I wanted to be loved. After that I suffered for months until I met someone who was there for me and gave me the motivation needed to fix myself and put myself out there, smarter, mature, and less egotistical. The relationship he and I had never existed, but he was there just to help me pick myself back u and I can never forget him after that.
I'm now in a relationship in which my mate wishes to keep an open relationship even though I hold him higher than anything else, including sex. He lives oceans apart from me, but he is making an effort to be fair with me even if my libido decides to take over and I want to have sex with a complete stranger. I love him more than anything else because of how considerate and understanding we are towards each other. Love IS stronger than anything else, even for those moments where that love might be tested.
The moral of this message is to use the love you have between you and your special one to make it stable, clear, and fair. The things you ought to do or you should let happen should be held in consideration from both parties so you and your special one can reach a better understanding.
You'll be ok, and you'll be with someone who cares what you think and help you with what your going through, just as you'll be there for him. You think you might be alone but really you never are. Never forget that. <3
My gosh, i am so sorry to hear about what's happened to you.
From everything i've seen through your art, through your posts, you're a very good person. And even though dozens will say the same thing, and likely have, i'll say it too: You didn't deserve that treatment. You are a good person, and you will find someone who will care for you for that aspect of who you are. If you're a good person, someone will, always, care. They may not be a lover, or a boyfriend, or a husband, but that doesn't mean they don't care about you just as much as one would.
You ARE a good person. I believe that, and i barely know you. There is someone out that who believes it more than me, and likely knows you even better.
I don't know whether or not you'll read this, though i hope you do. You deserve the happiness denied to you, and i wish it for you.
<Cough> That was rambling and long and possibly awkward, but i meant every word. Uhm. You did good arts. It's intensely cute and gave me warm fuzzies.
From everything i've seen through your art, through your posts, you're a very good person. And even though dozens will say the same thing, and likely have, i'll say it too: You didn't deserve that treatment. You are a good person, and you will find someone who will care for you for that aspect of who you are. If you're a good person, someone will, always, care. They may not be a lover, or a boyfriend, or a husband, but that doesn't mean they don't care about you just as much as one would.
You ARE a good person. I believe that, and i barely know you. There is someone out that who believes it more than me, and likely knows you even better.
I don't know whether or not you'll read this, though i hope you do. You deserve the happiness denied to you, and i wish it for you.
<Cough> That was rambling and long and possibly awkward, but i meant every word. Uhm. You did good arts. It's intensely cute and gave me warm fuzzies.
Love does exist... and you are not the bad guy for loving the way you do. You did NOT make a mistake, since loving is NEVER a mistake. The more you love, the more it can hurt. That is just the way of it, and I am sorry for your pain.
Someone else made a bad choice, a choice of the moment, for a moment of pleasure, and must have regretted it immediately because he tried to make you feel like you are the bad guy. You aren't, but that is little help.
I also have made terrible choices. It ALWAYS hurts, but it also lets me know that I am capable of loving. Some people really aren't. Don't stop looking. Great romantic love is amazing, and worthwhile. *grins* Maybe that is why I read Kyell Gold's stuff without expecting to have it occur in my life.
Your art is wonderful, and I like your current strip. There is nothing wrong with imagining that life can be as real as what you draw.
Someone else made a bad choice, a choice of the moment, for a moment of pleasure, and must have regretted it immediately because he tried to make you feel like you are the bad guy. You aren't, but that is little help.
I also have made terrible choices. It ALWAYS hurts, but it also lets me know that I am capable of loving. Some people really aren't. Don't stop looking. Great romantic love is amazing, and worthwhile. *grins* Maybe that is why I read Kyell Gold's stuff without expecting to have it occur in my life.
Your art is wonderful, and I like your current strip. There is nothing wrong with imagining that life can be as real as what you draw.
I feel your pain.
I was in a toxic roller-coaster of a relationship for ten years, because I rushed in where angels run screaming in terror.
I am seeing another handsome gentleman now, and we're taking the time to savor it. Also, he has a grand total of zero of the issues that made dealing with my exes such a trial.
Never say never.
I was in a toxic roller-coaster of a relationship for ten years, because I rushed in where angels run screaming in terror.
I am seeing another handsome gentleman now, and we're taking the time to savor it. Also, he has a grand total of zero of the issues that made dealing with my exes such a trial.
Never say never.
Love does exist, and the kind of intense love these two characters have is real. It often doesn't stay at the peak of intensity; over time it mellows and relaxes, and deepens as it grows. But yes, it is absolutely a real thing. It's not just imaginary.
I am sorrowed for your heartbreak. It really, really sucks to find out that somebody you loved didn't love you back the way you loved them. I have been there, and I know what it's like, and you have my sincere sympathies. It will take time, but your heart will heal. Hold onto that hope, and someday you can find this love again, for real this time. *Hugs*
I am sorrowed for your heartbreak. It really, really sucks to find out that somebody you loved didn't love you back the way you loved them. I have been there, and I know what it's like, and you have my sincere sympathies. It will take time, but your heart will heal. Hold onto that hope, and someday you can find this love again, for real this time. *Hugs*
Hope is important, friend. Hope is more important than most people will ever realize. Hope is quiet, hope doesn't draw a lot of attention to itself, but hope is what we fight with, what keeps us going, when we have nothing else left.
Believe in this love. Hold on to the idea of this love you once believed in, even if it wasn't the one you were actually feeling. You hold on tight, and you never let go. Don't let pain and despair drag you down. You keep that hope alive, and you fight for it, kicking and screaming. Because one day, the pain and despair will pass, but the hope will remain. You will be strong again. And one day, you will find the love you seek.
Hang in there, friend. I know this is just words on a screen from a complete stranger, but you are stronger than you can ever know, and things will get better for you. That's what I believe.
Believe in this love. Hold on to the idea of this love you once believed in, even if it wasn't the one you were actually feeling. You hold on tight, and you never let go. Don't let pain and despair drag you down. You keep that hope alive, and you fight for it, kicking and screaming. Because one day, the pain and despair will pass, but the hope will remain. You will be strong again. And one day, you will find the love you seek.
Hang in there, friend. I know this is just words on a screen from a complete stranger, but you are stronger than you can ever know, and things will get better for you. That's what I believe.
-offers hugs- An interesting comic and an interesting read. I was going through something recently, though instead of them dumping me for someone else, they finally told me they had been struggling with cancer for a long while and were no longer sure if they'd be able to make it. I can't say I've been hurt by as deep of a pain of knowing someone's been fronting me deliberately, or toying with my emotions quite like that, but if you ever need someone to talk to or vent on, you have a listening ear.
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