
Jinx did a vent thingy...
So ya... I know I said I would keep this stuff on my other account, but I just feel I needed some of you to know this...
I am many things to you all. A mother, a child, a lover, a friend, a master, a pet, and so on. And these are all me, many parts that make up the whole.
But when other wise good people needlessly hurt themselves an others all to win my love... I can't seem to see myself as anything but that scared helpless little cub. And as much as I do love this side of me, knowing I am not only unable to help bu the cause of the problem... It's just to much...
And so here I am, typing this out with one hand as I have the thumb of the other in my mouth. It was there Wen I started this drawing and it will still be there when I post it.
And please don't beat yourself up if you did this to me, I wpuld just feel worse.
Notes now that I feel a bit better:
Yes, I know so many of you don't have that many people who love you well I seem to be saying "I have to many people loving me, feel sorry for me." But it's not how many people I have that like me, it's the fact that they willingly hurt each other. Often people who really are good, driven to harm strangers because they see them as a threat to my loving them.
As for the content, yes, I know I misspelled "mine", I have no idea how I managed that one. And yes, I know it looks bad, Like I said I was sucking on one thumb well drawing this, just like the cub I am.
Other than that... Uummm... Just please, don't fight over me OK.
I am many things to you all. A mother, a child, a lover, a friend, a master, a pet, and so on. And these are all me, many parts that make up the whole.
But when other wise good people needlessly hurt themselves an others all to win my love... I can't seem to see myself as anything but that scared helpless little cub. And as much as I do love this side of me, knowing I am not only unable to help bu the cause of the problem... It's just to much...
And so here I am, typing this out with one hand as I have the thumb of the other in my mouth. It was there Wen I started this drawing and it will still be there when I post it.
And please don't beat yourself up if you did this to me, I wpuld just feel worse.
Notes now that I feel a bit better:
Yes, I know so many of you don't have that many people who love you well I seem to be saying "I have to many people loving me, feel sorry for me." But it's not how many people I have that like me, it's the fact that they willingly hurt each other. Often people who really are good, driven to harm strangers because they see them as a threat to my loving them.
As for the content, yes, I know I misspelled "mine", I have no idea how I managed that one. And yes, I know it looks bad, Like I said I was sucking on one thumb well drawing this, just like the cub I am.
Other than that... Uummm... Just please, don't fight over me OK.
Category Artwork (Traditional) / Baby fur
Species Panda
Size 1280 x 960px
File Size 104.2 kB
I understand the feeling. People just throw all their problems at me and then still make poor choices which makes me feel helpless. To be honest, it's one of the reasons I'm just taking more personal time nowadays. The internet is great for everything, but people refuse to grow up and face problems themselves with all the people that try to help them. Honestly, preparing 'Reckoning Day' to delete a lot of contacts. Well, maybe a lot less than most people since I barely have 30.
But that's personal now. Idk. Hope you feel better hun.
But that's personal now. Idk. Hope you feel better hun.
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