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One Of Those Days...
I'm fine, I am.
Just sometimes i'm fighting the voices in my head, there has been a very dangerous, violent voice floating around my mind and i'm certain he/she has it out for me. I won't go into detail, its part of my psychosis - I need to try and filter out this voice so i've been listening to music almost all day trying to stop this voice from going any further.
Thankfully on the 19th of July I have an assessment at a mental health team in London, near my bf's place/flat so I can just drop a ton of what my mind is doing, the hallucinations (Hearing things, Tasting Things, Smelling, Feeling...imagine feeling like you are being grabbed on your arm or scratched, pulled, pushed...makes me irritable as fuck.)
I am hopefully getting help to fight this thing in my head, on the phone they also suspect I have high functioning autism/aspergers...ADD and Manic Depression/Bipolar. I know i've been diagnosed with these before with a previous shrink, but they just told me it was all my fault so I ditched her.
But once i'm properly diagnosed with what I really am, I can start fighting.
Medication will most likely be changed from my normal stuff, they did say my antipsychotics might have to be beefed up or changed due to the extent of my hallucinations and violent impulses (both towards myself and others.)
But, scared lion is scared of what they will say.
Just sometimes i'm fighting the voices in my head, there has been a very dangerous, violent voice floating around my mind and i'm certain he/she has it out for me. I won't go into detail, its part of my psychosis - I need to try and filter out this voice so i've been listening to music almost all day trying to stop this voice from going any further.
Thankfully on the 19th of July I have an assessment at a mental health team in London, near my bf's place/flat so I can just drop a ton of what my mind is doing, the hallucinations (Hearing things, Tasting Things, Smelling, Feeling...imagine feeling like you are being grabbed on your arm or scratched, pulled, pushed...makes me irritable as fuck.)
I am hopefully getting help to fight this thing in my head, on the phone they also suspect I have high functioning autism/aspergers...ADD and Manic Depression/Bipolar. I know i've been diagnosed with these before with a previous shrink, but they just told me it was all my fault so I ditched her.
But once i'm properly diagnosed with what I really am, I can start fighting.
Medication will most likely be changed from my normal stuff, they did say my antipsychotics might have to be beefed up or changed due to the extent of my hallucinations and violent impulses (both towards myself and others.)
But, scared lion is scared of what they will say.
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Ouch, yeah, I think that'd make anyone irritable. Your previous shrink sounds like she was a total bastard, but your new one at least puts some effort into helping you. And I hope they can.
A small side note on the image itself; I actually really like the muted colours here. Very somber.
A small side note on the image itself; I actually really like the muted colours here. Very somber.
It sounds like to me you simply need a good long vacation with your mate or something. Try going to a spa and relax or something. That might help with stress. Have you also tried meditation? I've been thinking about doing that myself since I've been kinda stressed a lot lately. Oh and stress balls! Ive learned that I love those
I've tried meditation, but delving into my mind is scary, think of a nice place? Suddenly its a warzone. >.<;
Thing is, we're going on a 'Furcation' (Not a con, a furry holiday-like convention thing) but the beach, where I used to holiday at with family, in fact, my grandparents have a static caravan down the road too from the site...so looking forward to that! I can't wait to swim in the sea, I feel safer by the beach/surf with plenty of arcades to play with too. :)
I had stress balls, but I ripped them apart when I was like 17, kind of went a bit apeshit, got mad at them for stressing me out...then I broke them. XD
Thing is, we're going on a 'Furcation' (Not a con, a furry holiday-like convention thing) but the beach, where I used to holiday at with family, in fact, my grandparents have a static caravan down the road too from the site...so looking forward to that! I can't wait to swim in the sea, I feel safer by the beach/surf with plenty of arcades to play with too. :)
I had stress balls, but I ripped them apart when I was like 17, kind of went a bit apeshit, got mad at them for stressing me out...then I broke them. XD
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