that remind me fire emblem. XD

Oh, fire emblem!? I played that too. ( if )
Although the characters are not designed by me, but the equipments is.

I can realize you are a nice ninetale and your important person is his own.
So I know your design are for Equipment and style.
That is why I ever liked what you made.
Well, most of what you made make me remember anime and games in this style.

However, I don't know what happened to you would want to apologize.
I guess that was not a good event and you want to keep it for youself, is understable.
I hope that won't come worst, I know is possible you maybe can't repair and return to past, but need just to go see foward.
I don't think you are so alone, good luck for it.

Well, I know it's impossible to return to the past, so I draw the equipment which is worn in the first time I drew to him.

Also, I have been trying to turn my attention to other things but I can't help thinking about him. It drives me crazy for a while.

Thank you for taking care of me.

Akino, is normal what you feel and doing.
it's never easy to lost something where we had good moment, better event or any good gain.
You know? it's when someone lost something we find his value.
Maybe he feel a nostalgia if he see your draws about him.
However, as you said, is better to disconnecting slowly to take attention of others things.
It is really hard and painful, but that story make a part of you to Learning experience and be better than before.

You can use this feeling and experience to want experience more and change your life to clean.
However, it's your life and your needs. I dunno much about you, I could say saddly.

I don't think is because I care about you, but I heard you and I considered I should tell you it.
I don't have any reason to ignore you and I find you as an interesting person.
I'm pretty complicate person and everyone is not perfect. That is why we have the opportunity to improve so many things and can search what make us similar and good at something to help.

For him, is like: "he maybe dead, but we still remember him for the good he made and we will try to use his legend to teach us some lessons. His lost is not a doom, but a sad part story."
However, I could be wrong.

I don't have any problem to talk with you or whatever.

However, he doesn't see at all.

well, he decided to don't look.
Many reasons can be possible, but you know you will need to turn for your own travel.
From what you said, he try same if is hard.
You know, many lost something and same me.
I just realized and success to say myself is better that than worst.
They at least can deal for themself and I had some good moment.
I can see others peoples and talk like what I do with you.

However, I guess you keep drawing stuffs about him, because you hope he will turn to see what you made or is a expression of yourself?
It's not really necessary, but for some peoples that help.
Just if he keep try or know is good to change yourself about when that situation happen, is help.
At least, you can't say you are not so alone.

I understand its hard to be noticed or well...have that happen.
And from what I know FA doesn't notify anyone you mention in a description. Which I think is odd but its somewhat logical for private thoughts since people would have to actually search for someone mentioned.

I don't know what happened between you and Jhang but...I really do wish you the best that he'll notice and well...hopefully things can get better. But sometimes its better to get the thoughts out. To let it out in a piece of artwork. And I understand that entirely. Let it out. Please express what you want to and keep doing it. That is something that I can't more of from you. To just be yourself. ;v;

I understand its hard....sometimes...being forgiven is one of the hardest things to go through...its very harsh on someone....and I know what its like. It doesn't feel good...I understand at least how you feel. But I can't say I understand what happened. And please if you are not comfortable sharing then please don't share! ;v; <3

I really do care about you, Jhang, and only a few other artists. I only have few artists I actually do care about and do love seeing things from! But one has sort of left and may not come back for a long while. ;v;

But every piece of art he made was amazing. It made me smile, it inspired me to be at least more original with ideas. Of course this was not Jhang. It was someone else. I only can wish you my best and offer a hand when you're in need of help, even being company to you is something I can do! But if there is one thing I can't do its draw anything.

But again my sincerest of feelings, wishes, and thoughts go out to you. I wish you to be happy and strong. ;v; <3