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*Azura*
I usually am not the main spirit. I was technically born the second, but because of the emotions I feel, I generally stay in our spirit world. So why am I here? Azelia unfortunately got a spiritual sickness, she needs to rest for a long while. I will be here to "provide the super snuggly floofy fox things"... unfortunately that's what Azelia wrote for me to say... But quite honestly, I'm not unapproachable, just don't expect myself to be as bubbly as Azelia.
Picture was drawn by the always wonderful
DranixParemoon, who I must admit, has captured me quite well.
Also, since Azelia's gonna be resting for a long while, I will be responding to your comments for however long Azelia is sleeping
I usually am not the main spirit. I was technically born the second, but because of the emotions I feel, I generally stay in our spirit world. So why am I here? Azelia unfortunately got a spiritual sickness, she needs to rest for a long while. I will be here to "provide the super snuggly floofy fox things"... unfortunately that's what Azelia wrote for me to say... But quite honestly, I'm not unapproachable, just don't expect myself to be as bubbly as Azelia.
Picture was drawn by the always wonderful

Also, since Azelia's gonna be resting for a long while, I will be responding to your comments for however long Azelia is sleeping
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*Azura couldn't help but let out a giggle*
Leandre, do you think this happens every time I am with a reflective surface? This is only a show, as long as Azelia lives, she helps me to seal up that side of me, I do not enjoy that emotion of mine, Which is why Azelia helps me supress it. Don't worry about mirrors, it won't happen~
Leandre, do you think this happens every time I am with a reflective surface? This is only a show, as long as Azelia lives, she helps me to seal up that side of me, I do not enjoy that emotion of mine, Which is why Azelia helps me supress it. Don't worry about mirrors, it won't happen~
Well... you aren't wrong if it ever did get out, however, are you not trusting me or Azelia? Because she's the one who's got the seal on that side of me.
I can understand if you fear me, many do. Not many like me over Azelia, who's able to show this "fluffy love" as many call it. So it's understandable if you don't want to be near me.
I can understand if you fear me, many do. Not many like me over Azelia, who's able to show this "fluffy love" as many call it. So it's understandable if you don't want to be near me.
No! No...ugh... now I've messed it up, I am sorry Azura... I am just afraid, Azura. I am not strong, I am not wise, I am not special like you and Azelia are. I can't just laugh in the face of danger, I get scared and I want to hide. Look... this isn't about trust, or about you, or about Azelia... I-I don't know, seeing blood makes me feel frightened.
It's not about the fluffy love either. I-I mean, that's nice and all, but it's never been about that. I... I don't know what I am even saying anymore.
It's not about the fluffy love either. I-I mean, that's nice and all, but it's never been about that. I... I don't know what I am even saying anymore.
"The fear of blood tends to create the fear of flesh"... Or something like that, read that somewhere. Maybe a video game? ((Silent Hill 1))
Anyways, I can understand if you feel scared, but come closer, I promise to you that the closer you actually are to me, the more I feel protective, and give you that strength, least that's what our daughter says...
You've got Azelia and I to protect you from danger, including from that side of me, so you've got nothing to be scared of.
*Approaches and gives Leandre a soft hug*
Anyways, I can understand if you feel scared, but come closer, I promise to you that the closer you actually are to me, the more I feel protective, and give you that strength, least that's what our daughter says...
You've got Azelia and I to protect you from danger, including from that side of me, so you've got nothing to be scared of.
*Approaches and gives Leandre a soft hug*
I can feel your tense Leandre, I don't wish to cause you discomfort. *Lets go of the hug but still remains close, placing her hands on your shoulders*
We do share the same body, so fluffiness is to be expected. I do want you to know however, I am here to help keep you safe, even if you don't feel safe around me...
We do share the same body, so fluffiness is to be expected. I do want you to know however, I am here to help keep you safe, even if you don't feel safe around me...
I-I know, Azura... t-thank you. I am sorry if I have insulted you with my behaviour... I know you're saying the truth, but there are horrors which I just can not face. I can't stand up to things that try to hurt me. All I can do is run or beg for mercy.
I am sorry, it's not about you... I am just not used to things... things that are actually dangerous.
I am sorry, it's not about you... I am just not used to things... things that are actually dangerous.
Technically speaking, we're both very dangerous, it's just the combined effort between Azelia and I that makes us really adapted towards being kind and caring. I will never hurt you (unless you ask), but I won't deny this side of me. If I could cry, I think I would be...
*snuggles up more* Man, I've never given this much thought, but it must be pretty hard for you living in the shadow of Azelia all the time. She's the one everyone knows and loves and who has all of these loyal friends, but you are actually a big part of why she is the person she is, aren't you? It must be frustrating to go without recognition so very often.
Not many do, but I'm quite alright with Azelia getting most of the attention, she has been in a deep depression for a long time, though it stopped much before we met you. I've got a few people who refer to me as Friend, but not many want to try to love me, as I lack the emotions to feel love...
And yes, Azelia helps me being who I am, and I help her be who she is.
And yes, Azelia helps me being who I am, and I help her be who she is.
Love, huh? That's a difficult one, isn't it? Many have accused me of having no idea what true love is as well, but nobody ever really bothers to explain it to me either. All they say is things like "You'll know when it happens." or "You're just a slut who's only after the sex.". I don't know, I don't really get the big fuss about this word love. Can't I just like people? So, would it comfort you if I said, you're porbably not missing out on much?
Azelia explains it to me. She found true love in her husband, and she tried to explain it as "A warm and comforting feeling, not that feeling of excitement, but safety and comfort in someone else.". It's hard for me to imagine that. What I do want is acceptance, I don't require to be loved, it's a definite bonus, and our husband does claim he loves both of us equally, which does make me feel a bit better. While he knows I'm incapable of showing those emotions to him, I do my best to use what emotions I do have to help make him feel good.
But, I'll always remain blunt, evil Azura to most, hidden away, helping Azelia keep her emotions in check. As long as Azelia's happy, I'm happy, that's how it's been for over 1000 years. I have hurt people who take advantage of Azelia's kindness to hurt her, I will not lie, but in you, I only see a friend, a truly wonderful friend to Azelia, and hopefully, myself also... despite this side of me.
But, I'll always remain blunt, evil Azura to most, hidden away, helping Azelia keep her emotions in check. As long as Azelia's happy, I'm happy, that's how it's been for over 1000 years. I have hurt people who take advantage of Azelia's kindness to hurt her, I will not lie, but in you, I only see a friend, a truly wonderful friend to Azelia, and hopefully, myself also... despite this side of me.
Wow... that must truly be tough... I really think so.
We really should spend more time together directly. I'd love to get to know you just as good as I know Azelia. We've hadn't had too many chances to talk to one another directly, but your friendship means a lot to me. I am sorry, if I was being mean earlier. I am just easy to scare.
We really should spend more time together directly. I'd love to get to know you just as good as I know Azelia. We've hadn't had too many chances to talk to one another directly, but your friendship means a lot to me. I am sorry, if I was being mean earlier. I am just easy to scare.
Don't worry Leandre, it's perfectly natural, I even scare Azelia sometimes... although half the time I make it a playful joke to her...
And whenever you'd like to speak with me, just let Azelia know, I'll be here a while, so if you ever see us in more, what we'd consider modern clothing, then you know it's me. Azelia's the one who prefers kimonos and dresses, I like this modern style, very fun.
I've got a scary confidence, is what most people describe it as. However, just being with me, you'll learn that I'm actually quite different once you get to know me more, and while I won't deny it hurts a bit when I'm always seen as the evil, unaproachable one, it's a fair deduction when compared to Azelia...
And whenever you'd like to speak with me, just let Azelia know, I'll be here a while, so if you ever see us in more, what we'd consider modern clothing, then you know it's me. Azelia's the one who prefers kimonos and dresses, I like this modern style, very fun.
I've got a scary confidence, is what most people describe it as. However, just being with me, you'll learn that I'm actually quite different once you get to know me more, and while I won't deny it hurts a bit when I'm always seen as the evil, unaproachable one, it's a fair deduction when compared to Azelia...
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