Vent art
I've been crying for more than 6 hours straight now.
I lost my most important little friend I had.
My guinea pig Tutina died in my arms today and I've never felt so much pain.
I feel like she waited for me to get home so she wouldn't be alone and scared when the time came and so I could say my goodbyes and hold her for the last time.
I was with her through it all and I couldn't stop crying for even a second.
Some could wonder, why care so much since it was just a guinea pig.
Not for me.
I've had her for almost 7 years. She died 6 days before her birthday.
She was the friend I needed during lonely hard days.
She was the one watching me grow from an awkward teen to a somewhat of a person.
She was all I held dear and we had a special connection that I've never had with any other.
I'm broken right now and need some time alone.
I'm trying my best to move forward but right now I just want to lay on my bed, think of her and get ready to bury her.
I will miss her so much