
As told from the facts of reality.
I have been a bit... frustrated as of late when it comes to matters that face many of us nowadays. One can only do so much before either asking for help or giving up.
From being faced with inability to be hired for simple pay just to have a few luxury items to maybe a somewhat newer car than the junk of what I have, to the simple asking of being able to see and be with loved ones when living nearly alone. As I cry some nights just to sleep or not sleep at all, a simple person can only take so much on their shoulders, but our world has so many problems in it that are far worse than what I have. One doesn't know when it all comes crashing down..
We face harder times, that is no lie, and it may soon even compare to being worse than what our grandparents went through at our age.
As I write this, I keep holding back the tears so that I can appear strong to that of my family. To give them hope and to help even when I gain nothing. Because this is what a father does for his family. But inside, I am afraid... I am afraid that I may lose my family to things I cannot protect them from. To hide them from my sorrows inside.. To cry just to be held, it hurts, knowing that I cannot hold my loved ones because of how far away they are, even when they're so close..
I pray that maybe soon, I hope, that these feelings will pass from when I get to finally hold my loved ones in my strong arms, and hear them laugh, and see them smile..
I have been a bit... frustrated as of late when it comes to matters that face many of us nowadays. One can only do so much before either asking for help or giving up.
From being faced with inability to be hired for simple pay just to have a few luxury items to maybe a somewhat newer car than the junk of what I have, to the simple asking of being able to see and be with loved ones when living nearly alone. As I cry some nights just to sleep or not sleep at all, a simple person can only take so much on their shoulders, but our world has so many problems in it that are far worse than what I have. One doesn't know when it all comes crashing down..
We face harder times, that is no lie, and it may soon even compare to being worse than what our grandparents went through at our age.
As I write this, I keep holding back the tears so that I can appear strong to that of my family. To give them hope and to help even when I gain nothing. Because this is what a father does for his family. But inside, I am afraid... I am afraid that I may lose my family to things I cannot protect them from. To hide them from my sorrows inside.. To cry just to be held, it hurts, knowing that I cannot hold my loved ones because of how far away they are, even when they're so close..
I pray that maybe soon, I hope, that these feelings will pass from when I get to finally hold my loved ones in my strong arms, and hear them laugh, and see them smile..
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*all of the snugs* daddy! You don't have to fight to try and look strong :c leaning on someone isn't a sign of weakness if you need help it just shows you're willing to fight and keep going. It may be tough right now but when the going gets tough the tough get going. Keep your chin up :3
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