Yep. I know that feeling all too well. Woo for moving across the country and breaking up with someone! Uh, unrelated events to each other. Just seemed to relate to what I had said, and the piece. Uh. Shutting up now >-<

Hey, you like drawing tears, I love drawing rain and water. We could probably make a super emotional piece if you are interested!

I got to ask you how you paint. Really, I have been trying to get a style like that but cannot figure it out. What are your brush settings? What program do you use? Are you insulted by me asking this? Its like, solid and I can see each color. But its still blended and painterly. Its driving me insane that I cannot figure out how to do that myself!

Sounds rough, hope things get easier for you!

I don't have much time to draw art for myself because of my college's workload,(shouldnt have savrificed the time to paint this either lol) so I doubt I'll really have time for a collab or even commissions until it slows down. Maybe some other time!

I'm using Photoshop! The tool I use to paint is actually the default round brush tool. I have pressure sensitivity on and I mess around with the opacity and flow sliders of the brush every now and then. The blending part comes in where the colors start to merge with opacity stuff, so I use the picker tool to help me blend. It's a friend! On top of that, it's just practice, experience, and a little bit of color knowledge. Best of luck finding your thing!

Things always seem to work out in some way or another haha.

I actually had to leave college not too long ago. So I know what that workload can be like ugh. But hey, if you are interested in a collab in the future, feel free to hit me up anytime :)

I will have to find the sImola tools in my program. I will figure this out eventually!