I might've almost decided on something drastic today after work
But a friend who was visiting stopped it just by being here at the house
I kinda feel really weak for thinking such a thing
But things are stressing me out so much right now and
It feels so endless
It doesn't help that my own sibling is making me feel worthless with how things have been between us
And Slasha had been relentless in reminding me a lot of things

I'm stronger than this
But I'm tired

I'm not gonna do anything stupid
I'll be ok