Tfw too much is happening and you get one of those quality 👌 anxiety 👌attacks 👌
It didn't come out good but I put feels into it so meh whateva

I don't understand why everything I adore
Takes a different form when I squint my eyes
Have you ever done that?
When you squint your eyes
And your eyelashes make it look a little not right
And then with just enough light
Comes from just the right side
And you find you're not who you're supposed to be?

This is not what you're supposed to see
Please, remember me. I am supposed to be
King of a kingdom or swinging on a swing
Something happened to my imagination
This situation's becoming dire
My tree house is on fire
And for some reason I smell gas on my hands
This is not what I had planned
THIS IS NOT WHAT I HAD PLANNED
-21p