I just wanted to sit down, relax, watch some anime and draw ((': Instead I binged the anime and the movies of Berserk over the last few days and got my heart torn into a million tiny pieces in the most brutal way possible. TWICE. I was completely unprepared. Some of it was genuinely difficult to watch. Even King thought so.

I JUST WANTED THEM TO BE HAPPY.
The manga doesn't even have the answers I neeeed. What cruel abyss. :'D

I'm so late to the discourse of this fandom. Helpme.