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Once upon a time
Just a little thing, something I wanted to get off my chest.
Maybe the person it's for will read it...then again, maybe he won't. But either way...It's off my chest....and there's always another day.
Maybe the person it's for will read it...then again, maybe he won't. But either way...It's off my chest....and there's always another day.
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::huggles:: aww thank you dear, I'm sorry your heart is feeling this. It's a...odd complicated thing to be sure. But always know, there is another day. And each day that passes does bring it closer to the time when your heart will be light and free again. :)
:: Smiles:: oh it is. He's a very special person. He's always gonna be as such in my heart. [Wow, I really hope I do not sound like all creepy stalkerish. ]
There's not many people in my life that I allow so close into my heart and soul. He is one of the very few. And as such, I wish not to just idly toss what we have, even our friendship aside simply because a few things may have changed a bit. And I don't think....at least I hope not anyways, that he wouldn't either. I'm pretty sure not.
But I have to learn to give him some time...But I miss home something fierce, and I miss talking to him, and I'm scared to think that perhaps...perhaps I should be walking away. But I don't know what he wants. Whatever he wants though, I will respect. Just as long as he knows he'll always have a place in me heart ^^ Cause I am a kitty and kitties do that. ^__^
There's not many people in my life that I allow so close into my heart and soul. He is one of the very few. And as such, I wish not to just idly toss what we have, even our friendship aside simply because a few things may have changed a bit. And I don't think....at least I hope not anyways, that he wouldn't either. I'm pretty sure not.
But I have to learn to give him some time...But I miss home something fierce, and I miss talking to him, and I'm scared to think that perhaps...perhaps I should be walking away. But I don't know what he wants. Whatever he wants though, I will respect. Just as long as he knows he'll always have a place in me heart ^^ Cause I am a kitty and kitties do that. ^__^
I hope he does too.... but I don't think he will unless i directly link him. And I kinda don't wanna do that <,< >,> that's a lil creepy no? <,< >,> Not that being creepy has ever stopped me! Muahhaa..oh..wait...was that aloud? Crap. >,<
No seriously, I cannot bring myself to link this to him i can only hope that maybe he'll stumble across it.
And thankies for your very kind words ::huggles:: mew mew
No seriously, I cannot bring myself to link this to him i can only hope that maybe he'll stumble across it.
And thankies for your very kind words ::huggles:: mew mew
I don't really know what to say.
I can't say I've been hurt by love... truly... only been ashamed and disapointed. I don't know your case, but in mine, it's the classic phrase, "If you really loved her, you'd let her go." Love should never be a selfish thing, and it never is, that's something else. It's just that everyone's greatest fear is being alone... so be brave.
Again, I don't know your case... I'm just lamenting my own.
I can't say I've been hurt by love... truly... only been ashamed and disapointed. I don't know your case, but in mine, it's the classic phrase, "If you really loved her, you'd let her go." Love should never be a selfish thing, and it never is, that's something else. It's just that everyone's greatest fear is being alone... so be brave.
Again, I don't know your case... I'm just lamenting my own.
this is true hun, in most cases, love is not meant to be held onto so selfishly. And in this case, it's rather unique.
I am with someone, who I love dearly and he returns that love. But the one this poem is for...well we did have a love, and I think we still love each other the same as we always have in it's most basic form. That being friends.
I guess, what I had wanted to say through this poem, is yes some of how I feel, but also that I know I have to let go, but please don't forget that we still have something strong and wonderful. If it is still wanted. But since he's not directly spoken to me... I don't know. And I'm trying not to think the worst...He's a very busy guy..^^I just want him to know that I'll always be there for him should he ever need me.
:: sighs:: Must Everything be complicated ^_^
In the end though..everything will work out. In one form or another it always does. My main goal for him, the biggest desire I have for him, is that he is happy. Truly happy. with what he does, with whom he's with, with his life. Because he deserves that.
ugh i talk to much <,< >,>
I am with someone, who I love dearly and he returns that love. But the one this poem is for...well we did have a love, and I think we still love each other the same as we always have in it's most basic form. That being friends.
I guess, what I had wanted to say through this poem, is yes some of how I feel, but also that I know I have to let go, but please don't forget that we still have something strong and wonderful. If it is still wanted. But since he's not directly spoken to me... I don't know. And I'm trying not to think the worst...He's a very busy guy..^^I just want him to know that I'll always be there for him should he ever need me.
:: sighs:: Must Everything be complicated ^_^
In the end though..everything will work out. In one form or another it always does. My main goal for him, the biggest desire I have for him, is that he is happy. Truly happy. with what he does, with whom he's with, with his life. Because he deserves that.
ugh i talk to much <,< >,>
That last thing you said, is exactly how I feel too. And, that's what love is. Even when you are unhappy, you still want to see and nurish it in others.
In my case too, everything will work out, becuase I know what the wise thing to do is, the right thing, and I have control over how I behave, despite how I feel.
You take care now.
In my case too, everything will work out, becuase I know what the wise thing to do is, the right thing, and I have control over how I behave, despite how I feel.
You take care now.
aww hun I'm sorry that you felt a bit sad ::huggles:: just remember, there's always hope. even in this poem, there is hope. :) be it good memories, or something growing from this. For me, I'm hoping that our friendship will simply be stronger in the long run. :)
Once upon a time. Once when you were miiiiiiine I remember skies, reflecting in your eyes
I wonder where you are?
I wonder if you think about me?
Once upon a time, in your wildest dreams!
Once the world was new, our bodies felt the morning dew that greets the brand new day
We couldn't tear ourselves away
I wonder where you are? I wonder if you still remember?
Once upon a time, in your wildest dreams!
OOooohhhhh!
When the music plays, or when the words are touched with sorrow!
When the music plays, I hear the sound I had to follow, once upon a time!
Once beneath the stars, the universe was ours!
Love was all we knew...and all I knew was youuuuuu! I wonder where you are, I wonder if you still remember, once upon a time, in your wildest dreams!
I wonder where you are?
I wonder if you think about me?
Once upon a time, in your wildest dreams!
Once the world was new, our bodies felt the morning dew that greets the brand new day
We couldn't tear ourselves away
I wonder where you are? I wonder if you still remember?
Once upon a time, in your wildest dreams!
OOooohhhhh!
When the music plays, or when the words are touched with sorrow!
When the music plays, I hear the sound I had to follow, once upon a time!
Once beneath the stars, the universe was ours!
Love was all we knew...and all I knew was youuuuuu! I wonder where you are, I wonder if you still remember, once upon a time, in your wildest dreams!
but there's also hope in this poem as well. Hope that a friendship can still be had. And I believe that it can. We started with something special, and i believe it will always be there.
But like I said before, I need to learn to give him time and space, I just wish I knew what was going on. ^^ curious kitties gets curious :)
But like I said before, I need to learn to give him time and space, I just wish I knew what was going on. ^^ curious kitties gets curious :)
I don't think anyone could ever forget the kind of bond you share with those you're truly close to. People's lives change though, and so they change with it. They don't expect it, they don't intend it, but it happens. Ka is like a wind, I beleive the phrase goes. ^^ Time flies on that wind, and people are swept up in it, carried far and wide with little time to stop and reminice. Some things however would not be so easy to speak as they once were, even if there was time.
Once upon a time is the start of a fairy tale, and just as you wrote those words, you can just as easily create a happily ever after. Not by writing it, but by living it. The fact is though, in fairy tales its never the same situation found at the 'Once upon a time' as there is at the 'happily ever after'. Things 'do' change, and thats a good thing. Of course the best type of change is one that both sides wish for, but the problem there is that you can't rush it. What you had and what you now wish for, they can't seamlessly blend into one another. If they do, if a second foundation is laid before the first is taken up, then when you try to walk on it one of you will surely stumble and fall, to the dismay of both. I don't think anyone would enjoy that.
Time is the key. Not just for them, but for you too. Time not to let feelings 'fade' per se, but to let those feelings become a part of the past, not a reminder of it.
Once upon a time is the start of a fairy tale, and just as you wrote those words, you can just as easily create a happily ever after. Not by writing it, but by living it. The fact is though, in fairy tales its never the same situation found at the 'Once upon a time' as there is at the 'happily ever after'. Things 'do' change, and thats a good thing. Of course the best type of change is one that both sides wish for, but the problem there is that you can't rush it. What you had and what you now wish for, they can't seamlessly blend into one another. If they do, if a second foundation is laid before the first is taken up, then when you try to walk on it one of you will surely stumble and fall, to the dismay of both. I don't think anyone would enjoy that.
Time is the key. Not just for them, but for you too. Time not to let feelings 'fade' per se, but to let those feelings become a part of the past, not a reminder of it.
as i read this (your poem and the comments) i was happy that i never had that feeling.
but somehow, behind my sarcastic cloak, i think i just missed the best thing in my life.
i cant talk about this stuff, but that doesnt mean that i dont feel. i would like to answer with my own poem i just wrote
(hope its ok if i post it as a comment)
my english isnt the best, but i hope it doesnt ruin what i worked on.
Katalina, your poem really touched me and this is the result:
Every day is just the same, whenever I wake up there's only me to blame.
No one will care, no one will call, no one will recognize me after all.
I walk down the streets, I walk down the park. sun shines bright but I still walk in the dark.
People are happy, they have each other. I dont know why I even bother?
The illusion i've made and i keep to sustain, is never removing the presence of pain.
You can slice me and dice me and dorp at me dirt, it's not my flesh... it is my soul that is hurt.
Whenever I think, there's only me to decide.
Whenever I speak, people think I'm joking aside.
Whenever I cry 'bout the things I atone. I know...
When I die... I die alone...
thats what i realized.
dont worry, im not going to kill myself ^^
its just... something I wanted to get off my chest.
but somehow, behind my sarcastic cloak, i think i just missed the best thing in my life.
i cant talk about this stuff, but that doesnt mean that i dont feel. i would like to answer with my own poem i just wrote
(hope its ok if i post it as a comment)
my english isnt the best, but i hope it doesnt ruin what i worked on.
Katalina, your poem really touched me and this is the result:
Every day is just the same, whenever I wake up there's only me to blame.
No one will care, no one will call, no one will recognize me after all.
I walk down the streets, I walk down the park. sun shines bright but I still walk in the dark.
People are happy, they have each other. I dont know why I even bother?
The illusion i've made and i keep to sustain, is never removing the presence of pain.
You can slice me and dice me and dorp at me dirt, it's not my flesh... it is my soul that is hurt.
Whenever I think, there's only me to decide.
Whenever I speak, people think I'm joking aside.
Whenever I cry 'bout the things I atone. I know...
When I die... I die alone...
thats what i realized.
dont worry, im not going to kill myself ^^
its just... something I wanted to get off my chest.
Wow.....simply wow. ::huggles:: I'm both honored, and honestly a bit saddened. Honored that I have inspired you, and yet saddened that what I have inspired is sad. And yet.....I do not feel sad For you per se...[i hope i don't fuck this up >,<] It's more that I am saddened that you have yet to experience the Joy and happiness that comes with being with someone..
BUT i also need to clarify....I don't just mean Be with someone...I also mean..as a friend. the important thing about this poem, is the fear I'm expressing...I don't wish to lose his friendship, while I'll always have love for him..it's his friendship that means the world to me.
And that's what i cannot live without...friends..[in general] So, lemmie ask you... Are you alone?
BUT i also need to clarify....I don't just mean Be with someone...I also mean..as a friend. the important thing about this poem, is the fear I'm expressing...I don't wish to lose his friendship, while I'll always have love for him..it's his friendship that means the world to me.
And that's what i cannot live without...friends..[in general] So, lemmie ask you... Are you alone?
no. i would lie to you if i would say that im the poor, little thing that has nobody and that deserves friends.
actually, i have friends that i dont deserve, so i am not forsaken... but i am going to be.
while the few friends i have, proceed in life, i just stopped somewhere...
they move into an own flat with their girl/boyfriends, they start a family having their own lives.
i just feel like a sign you pass on a road... you stop and look what i say. i point in a direction and you drive away, while
im waiting for the next to come, till im not needed anymore. then i will be removed.
you fear to lose friendship. i dont fear it, because this process has already begun and i know i will, when i am old, die in my bed.
without family, without friends. maybe you will see my little poem now from a different perspective? :)
i already lost contact with two of my best friends i know since my childhood.
two other left, lets see how long they will rest ^^
you said that you cant live without friendship. maybe i can? but how will this life look like ?...
... nah im not depressive ^^
im just meditative
actually, i have friends that i dont deserve, so i am not forsaken... but i am going to be.
while the few friends i have, proceed in life, i just stopped somewhere...
they move into an own flat with their girl/boyfriends, they start a family having their own lives.
i just feel like a sign you pass on a road... you stop and look what i say. i point in a direction and you drive away, while
im waiting for the next to come, till im not needed anymore. then i will be removed.
you fear to lose friendship. i dont fear it, because this process has already begun and i know i will, when i am old, die in my bed.
without family, without friends. maybe you will see my little poem now from a different perspective? :)
i already lost contact with two of my best friends i know since my childhood.
two other left, lets see how long they will rest ^^
you said that you cant live without friendship. maybe i can? but how will this life look like ?...
... nah im not depressive ^^
im just meditative
::huggles:: Time heals everything hun. sometimes it just takes a little longer. But try not to focus on the negative. Instead, try to focus on any and all of the positive things that happened while the good times lasted. Advice that i had to tell myself from time to time.
[on a different note, it surprised me to find that this poem was found]
[on a different note, it surprised me to find that this poem was found]
*hugs back* I don't mind remembering the good things now and then, even if they do dredge up the bad. I just don't want to dwell so much on the good things that it weakens my resolve if/when she becomes available again--getting involved with her again would not be the wisest idea for my sanity.
I actually found it while browsing your gallery, which I found through a shout on another artist's home page. Clicked on the link and felt a need to read it--and I'm glad I did!
I actually found it while browsing your gallery, which I found through a shout on another artist's home page. Clicked on the link and felt a need to read it--and I'm glad I did!
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