Sometimes i feel trapped in my head, and I cant get out as fast as normal, I make more mistakes and im not myself. my default is either anger or nothing a blank slate, or both. my anxiety spikes, my depression deepens, and I cannot function. I irritated my wife, so i sit alone in the house, i know when im not wanted near. I want to cry but i feel nothing. lets hope i can sleep this off, watch youtube until i can pull out of this tar pit.