I wasn't sure whether I should post this to this account, or my main one (@darktornathore). I'm trying to keep my cub art here though, so, in the end, this account won, haha.

Honestly, I feel really lost a lot of the time. And I guess, having this cubby side to me just helps me to feel a little more grounded sometimes? I can enjoy things a lot more when I just let everything go and let myself get ridiculously excited over something like a child would.

Life has been hectic. There's a lot going on that I don't want to really talk about here, but, instead of wallowing in self-pity, I'm just gonna try and enjoy what I can. <3

Elliot and Jaimie are both huge parts of me. Elliot being my main 'sona and a better reflection of who I am as an adult. And Jaimie of course representing the littler side of me. Elliot can be kinda grumpy and anxious. Whereas, although Jaimie can get really upset too, he also gets really excited and is more open to seeing the beauty in life.
I need to delve more into my cubby headspace, honestly. I've started to lose sight of things. Who I am currently, and where I want to go in life. I dwell too much on the past, and incredibly stupid mistakes I've made... People I've hurt and who I'd love to make those mistakes up to. But, I know some things can't be forgiven, and I just have to remember that I'm not that person anymore (even if others still seem to think that I am), and that I can move past the horribly toxic person I used to be.

I'm working on getting better. And that's all that matters right now.