Ive been getting more and more into pumpkin carving each year and this year I decided to do a symbolic carving. It is a two sided pumpkin to represent my two sides. On one side is a wolf (Alphawolf) to represent the side my friends and family know of. On the other, a cat (Blackpaw) to represent my true side that they dont.

Blackpaw (me) should be obvious here but Alphawolf is not. Alphawolf is my gaming name. In every video game I play Alphawolf is always my name and its how all my online (none furry) friends know me. Even my license plate is a version of Alphawolf so even my family knows that is my video game name.

No one in my family knows im a furry (hoping to change that soon) despite small signs like these all over the place. Funny how such a large secret can hide in plain sight.

Happy Halloween everyone!!!