Appetite for life satiated, plunging the plunger to the syringe in my veins
Rushing dopamine diluting blood, ecstasy ebbing in my rivers, a world at the length of fingertips of a man who lives for the first time
Living in a blur, blue band still tied to an arm, time accelerated though only a few moments enjoyed in the haze
Anything to relieve those moments and fight the urge to slip away and fade from what I felt before, cavernous hole in the heart of what was once joy and love, now hopeless melancholy
Crawl back to my bedding refuge, slip me in a coma and let me be never missed, never noted missing, you forgotten soul, you