So as i wrote on my other recent pieces i attend a day-clinic. The TL;DR version is that its Day-care for mentaly ill people. I am there for the treatment of my chronic depression, lack of Drive and lack of Self-valuation. For the later one of the therapists said i should embrace my inner child, visualize and draw that happening if possible.

So here you see me, 30 Year old Transgender (M->F) Vixen, Melanie as well as me, the 10-12 Year old Lonely, lost and fearfull little boy called Tino.

This piece was and is still very challenging. Its ... kinda hard to accept my past, to work through it and get to the roots of all my issues - hard to find ways to change them. Art does realy help with that. Its also hard because i realy cant draw hands, feet or humans yet. Still so much to learn.