Down here love wasn't meant to be
It wasn't meant to be for me
All is vanity underneath the sun
All is vanity

Oh, something's missing in me
I felt it deep within me
As lovers left me to bleed alone...

There are some days that I feel a hard hit of sadness and a sense of raw loneliness. The kind of loneliness that haunts me even when try to talk with my friends. The feeling of wondering if they even like you still. I always fear that here on FA, or on DA, or Tumblr or wherever I post art, it doesn't matter. It's not to moan or bellyache, yet I just feel so...sadly empty.

I sometimes cry, fearing that those I call my closest friends, my family, don't see me as their friend. I know people view others different. That's how humans are naturally. I worry that I'm just annoying others when I talk. It's why I don't vent much. I help others vent, but I don't vent back. Irony. I usually lay down and cry myself to sleep to vent. It's not good to bottle up emotions and that sometimes is my only solution in getting it out. I don't like showing how scared I am. Because of the way I was raised, there are days I don't know if my voice matters.

-sighs- And lately...I've been really sad. I hate realizing that :DamnEvilDog: has been gone for almost year...It hurts still. I am very happy that he's in a painless, more peaceful place, but sometimes the throb comes back for him.

I'll love you forever Puppy. I hope you're looking down at me and everyone else who loved you and understand how much we miss you.

For now, Moon Moon will curl herself around his collar and listen to loud music as she thinks of him. Everyone breaks at some point. But we'll get back up and keep trying in the end...

Outside of the sadness the picture is to symbolize, it's still a nice one.

I'll shut up now. Sorry.

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