OH LOOK MY FIRST CHANCE TO REDEEM MY TITLE AND SPAZZ OVER A PICTURE AND I---

oh wait, its serious.
*makes serious face*

I like the little shooting stars, they were a nice effect. You do clouds lovely. I know what it feels like to be lonely, I really do. Like..devistatingly lonely. And through my lonliness i found someone who would love me from eternity and back, and has proven that he's there for me even in rough times.

~You'll get there. No one's lonely forever.~
I know everyone tells people this but...*shrug*

Thanks. I like those too.

Well.. Im 25.. The only -real- relationship Iv ever had was in jr high.. x.x I know its my own fault for being lonely though.. Im really anti social..

*laughs* Me toooo. The anti-social thing.

And 25 isn't bad at all, truuuust me. You'll be okey dokey real soon soon, I think.
Thinking positively works wonders, you see.

Beautiful texture, and I love the movement. I'm really sorry you feel this way... I wish there was something I could do...

Thanks. Dont worry about it..

Some nice details in this pic. ^_^

Thanks. Making it smaller ate some of the detail. x.x

I absolutely love this.

Thanks.

Hey, I'm 20, my my only real relationship was nonexistant. At least you're not the only one with troubles.

I know Im not the only one. >.<

Maybe your dream been a premonition ^^

Hm.. Well Iv had a dream similar to it.. a few years ago..

Awh! -huggles-

:( I know the crippling lonely feeling well. -nodnod- I've never really had any personal relationships and I'll be 20 this year. Many of my friends are online... heh heh...

I'm anti-social too, though... Or Agoraphobic... or something. I'm not sure... I just hate leaving the house... It's comfy here.

But... -huggles-

-huggles back.-

-nods- All my friends are online.. I dont have any true friends off of the computer..

Im not sure what its called.. But yeah, I prefer to be at home, Im safe and comfortable here.. Im not too fond of crowds so even shopping is difficult.. x.x

-huggles more.-

-cuddles- Aww...

-cuddles back.-

That feeling of falling, sometimes its nice, but there is always a point where its not so fun...usually about when you remember the ground is still there.

There isn't much any of us can do, wish there was,
this one is up to you, though I'm sure you realize that you yourself are independent.
I know the feeling of loneliness is a strong one,
But honestly the strength to walk out that door, meet a new day,
and try and better that feeling, it feels a lot better!

If you don't mind me saying, your best option is join a club or two,
Or make one up yourself, people will join XD
You meet people, have fun, and honestly, its the fastest way to make friends outside of a job.

I hope you don't feel this way for long, because its enough to drive anyone insane...

I know, and I wasnt asking for any one here to do anything about it.
I know its up to me, and blah blah blah..

It isnt the lack of friends that has me lonely.

The song "Free Fallin'" by Tom Petty popped into my head when I saw this...

But in all seriousness of the picture...

I know how you feel sometimes. Feels like you're falling all alone while every just watches you plummet. *hugs* Don't worry hun... things are bound to change. That's how things work. They always change... you'll see. *snugs*

I doubt it.. You have someone.

It doesnt seem like it will change any time soon...

Even so... before there was him... I felt very much as you do. You just have to remember to keep your snout up. That's the important part. I know you can do it!

Yea, I know how you feel somewhat...
Never really had a real relationship with anyone. And that makes me a sad panda (or fockal). :<

-nods-

i used to have dreams like this... it was horrible... im NEVER going sky diving. EVER.

Heh. I dont dream about falling.. Its just the feeling.

i know what you mean, dude.

I learned to let go of fantasies like that. Some how it still hurts.
Great pic, I really like the mosaic thing on the outfit.

Thats weird.

And its a design, not a thing.

Wow...Love the picture, I know exactly how that feels. *hugs* Dreams can really fuck up someone's day. =/

Thanks. Yeah they can.. x.x I hate dreams like that.. but like them at the same time.. x.x

kind of sad, we all know or are the people who don't have someone to catch them at all. And as you said Online folks are awesome but that isn't enough.

As for the picture, I like it, has a lot of symbolism.

and side note: Can't help but think of Kingdom Hearts there.

Exactly. Thank you.

Yeah it kind of does have that feel.. I wasnt even thinking about that game when I was drawing it though

You're welcome Foxxian.

yah, the tears do add on a lot more though, but I guess that is all I can think of saying for now.

*grabs your paw, hanging from a huge balloon* Hai o.o

-blinks.- o.o

how's it hangin?

Well I guess... o.o

whatcha doin up here?

Well was falling..

not good for ya. lemme get us down safely.. somehow <'D

somehow?...o.O

well.. it was an accident how i got up here wif this balloon ^^''

:o really , looking like me :/

Yeah, alot of people are in the same boat.

Very emotional, I would catch him in a heart beat.

Awww. Thank you! ^^

I'm in a similar, yet opposite situation - having recently been dumped by my mate of 5 yrs, I'm left with no love to give to the one who loves me so much...I fake it as best I can, but I just don't think I can feel love anymore. I just feel sad and worthless all the time, despite his unconditional love and adoration - it overwhelms me and makes me want to hurt him in order to hurt myself. I dream of being alone, rejected, and hated - unpleasant, yes, but it feels right. I think I'm destined to be a social pariah. ...so ...great pic, btw ...and fuck you

okay. you grew up watching the wb.

and id say fuck you too, but i do not know if you have a sharp rusty pipe.

*grabs a huge trampoline*

hmmmmm
well theres a few things you can do if you dont like the outsides or so you say...
try beating up stuff-for instatnce take me for an example-whenewer i feel sad,lonely etc. i get my axe,chainsaw or somthing alike and go get a tree and make soom lumber for the rest of the winter...

or if you are anti social, get drunk go to a techno party and get wasted,thats what i do when i wanna get sum companyif you get my point.


other things i also did which remind me when i look at this pic: once my cousins and me decided to try yes you guesed it SKIDIWING yay it was a major rush i felt like taking ecstasy and smoking pot at the same time
yes i do get majorly waisted and try to get myself killed in every possible way and corrupt my body to the limit,cuz its well its fun to do and thats all that matters to me in life
yes i know it sounds kinda sad but welll the only thing i am addicted to at the time is kiting cuz it makes me go woooooohoooooooooo

you may be wondering why i do these things but well its just that i defy realyty so no i dont think that death is bad for you...

well....foxxian... awsome... and sad...I've been there ... drops in free fall, without anyone or anything to help ...