No, I'm not dead contrary to popular belief and despite the constant ER trips. I'm still here.
Smaller version of a project piece symbolizing my year in review. Not the full size since we know all about those art thieves.
Basically if we go from October of last year - now, it was the shittiest year I've ever had. Everything and everyone is gone and there is nothing left.
I'm too broken to care anymore.
That being said, this is a representation of that. Everything summed up from this year of hell as the breath on the wind, or the soul escaping the body, whatever you pick.
This is a mixed media piece using multiple paintings of mine and combining it digitally.
That's about it... moral of the story, life's a bitch an people die inside, so why not express it?
Smaller version of a project piece symbolizing my year in review. Not the full size since we know all about those art thieves.
Basically if we go from October of last year - now, it was the shittiest year I've ever had. Everything and everyone is gone and there is nothing left.
I'm too broken to care anymore.
That being said, this is a representation of that. Everything summed up from this year of hell as the breath on the wind, or the soul escaping the body, whatever you pick.
This is a mixed media piece using multiple paintings of mine and combining it digitally.
That's about it... moral of the story, life's a bitch an people die inside, so why not express it?
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I'm mostly good now. I got to the not caring point which was probably the most important part. Just I don't care to the point of being a hermit other than work and school. ><
It's not all bad though... I feel like that is the point when more of my art comes out like this piece. I'm thinking about posting the paintings it's made from, just trying to decide on my gallery or my scraps.
The second digital painting mashup is at least way more positive, or I tried to have it be. I guess the expelling of evil here can be good too.
Tell Jen I miss and love her (and you too), I sadly caught her in one of my moods when things were crumbling at the beginning and I know she took offense to it. Saying sorry for being nuts at that point doesn't always fix things though.
It's not all bad though... I feel like that is the point when more of my art comes out like this piece. I'm thinking about posting the paintings it's made from, just trying to decide on my gallery or my scraps.
The second digital painting mashup is at least way more positive, or I tried to have it be. I guess the expelling of evil here can be good too.
Tell Jen I miss and love her (and you too), I sadly caught her in one of my moods when things were crumbling at the beginning and I know she took offense to it. Saying sorry for being nuts at that point doesn't always fix things though.
I look forward to seeing more of your work, would be interested in seeing the pieces you used . Perhaps being able to express yourself like this will be a really positive thing for you in the long run. I hope so at least : )
Jen and I had a falling out, but you were always so very kind to us both, I'm sure she'd wish you the best as well. I for one am glad to see from you again.
Jen and I had a falling out, but you were always so very kind to us both, I'm sure she'd wish you the best as well. I for one am glad to see from you again.
I honestly think my falling out with her when I was nuts literally started from an animal abuse post that was graphic with no warning. I get wanting to help animals, but some people that love animals and help all they can still can't stomach seeing those things. I'm one of them. I can't even watch Animal planet.. I'll cry over run over squirrels etc.. I would shoot an animal to eat it for food, but to me there is a difference in food for survival, humanely killing something and the poor animal that got hit and suffered.
I'm sorry you guys had a falling out too. I'm glad you're still around though <3
I really need to get back into coming on here more often and watching people again. I mass deleted all my watches so I wouldn't have to clean out millions of things when I came back.
I'm sorry you guys had a falling out too. I'm glad you're still around though <3
I really need to get back into coming on here more often and watching people again. I mass deleted all my watches so I wouldn't have to clean out millions of things when I came back.
I can understand that. I don't use FB anymore, but the animal abuse posts really always troubled me too. I also understand raising awareness, but... I AM aware, and seeing that stuff never did anything but make me upset since it's not like I could change what had happened anyway...
Getting rid of watches was smart, though holy crap I can hardly imagine how many you'd be swimming in. I get like 50 per day as it is lol
Getting rid of watches was smart, though holy crap I can hardly imagine how many you'd be swimming in. I get like 50 per day as it is lol
I envy your ability to get rid of FB. I have to have it for work as a back up when you can't get ahold of people in other ways. It's sadly easier to get a hold of them there. For the most part I've just been using Instagram. Food, Cats, Nature, Art, Life over there. Kinda easier to just post tidbits.
You can always just use Messenger on your phone if you have a smartphone! I technically still have it all just so I can reach people thru Messenger if I need to.
I have actually been thinking about getting Instagram, just dunno if I really want other social media in my life. I was thinking it could be fun to share my hobbies like cooking and travel there though.
I have actually been thinking about getting Instagram, just dunno if I really want other social media in my life. I was thinking it could be fun to share my hobbies like cooking and travel there though.
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