you know, not everyday you can tell what you will feel, but worse when really you look back at yourself and feel how immature you really are when it comes to responsibilities. I'm not saying there are those that are right or wrong, but ultimately i am to blame for how i act now, and to change is a long and hard road where just a bit of stress is overblown to the point of wanting to have a head to the desk.

I am a child growing up still, and being a responsible person, I am not.