I never sleep
I keep my eyes wide open
I am machine
A part of me
Wishes I could just feel something
I am machine
I never sleep
Until I fix what's broken
I am machine
A part of me
Wishes I could just feel something

It wasn't supposed to be this way
We were meant to feel the pain
I don't like what I am becoming
Wish I could just feel something

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*long heavy sigh* drawing this actually made me feel a LOT better. but still its been a rough few days. This went from a cool sketch idea last night to a massive several hour long image, oops. I thought it was a cool concept and this song really fits with TJ's anxiety and pressure from his family. His mom wants him to be a perfect son and his father wants him to continue the family business. He feels manufactured, like they only had him because they had a daughter first. Hes there just for them and not to be his own person. So i thought this song was fitting for him!

dont worry guys we're both fine now that this image is done ;P