
a lot of my medical and psychiatric care the past couple months has been heavily geared towards physical stability and ptsd treatment which has been. hard. its demanding and exhausting and regression is frustratingly common
ive never felt so dissociated and lost before, even with various other hiccups and hardships ive encountered in my time. i suppose they werent quite the same as having almost lost my life this year just by pure chance and accident
things still feel like i exist, though a little to the left
please dont make me regret leaving comments enabled. i guess i feel okay with support right now, but i dont usually like talking about my vent art...
ive never felt so dissociated and lost before, even with various other hiccups and hardships ive encountered in my time. i suppose they werent quite the same as having almost lost my life this year just by pure chance and accident
things still feel like i exist, though a little to the left
please dont make me regret leaving comments enabled. i guess i feel okay with support right now, but i dont usually like talking about my vent art...
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I don't really expect a reply given the description, there is no need, and given it's me it's likely waxing philosophical bullshit anyway.
But I think I understand the feeling, more than likely different circumstances, but nearly dying does have a tendency to put a horrible skew on your perspective in general, I've never quite been able to be the same since my own brushes with death. The dissociation is only natural, let alone with any other potential circumstances or mental illnesses piled ontop of it.
Perhaps you won't be able to be exactly the same, but despite whatever happened you have another chance, and time to decide who you want to be.
But I think I understand the feeling, more than likely different circumstances, but nearly dying does have a tendency to put a horrible skew on your perspective in general, I've never quite been able to be the same since my own brushes with death. The dissociation is only natural, let alone with any other potential circumstances or mental illnesses piled ontop of it.
Perhaps you won't be able to be exactly the same, but despite whatever happened you have another chance, and time to decide who you want to be.
-Hands you some cold soda and puts blanket around your shoulders- <3
Cold drinks apparently are supposed to help with dissociation/derealization sometimes.
I have DID & C-PTSD, we are neighbors on spectrum of BPD. Can sort of relate, but not entirely.
Hope that is okay to mention, just want you to know we are here for you. Take it one moment at a time, one day a time. You got this <3
Cold drinks apparently are supposed to help with dissociation/derealization sometimes.
I have DID & C-PTSD, we are neighbors on spectrum of BPD. Can sort of relate, but not entirely.
Hope that is okay to mention, just want you to know we are here for you. Take it one moment at a time, one day a time. You got this <3
I don't actively have a dissociative disorder, I dont think, but on occassion i experience some of the symptoms
and I'm sure you know more about it than I do but when i dissociate i take a hot bath/do anything with heat and chew ice/drink cold water/drinks so i feel like.. heat and cold at the same time and it helps ground me
but anyway, this art is GORGEOUS and I hope you start feeling better soon <3
and I'm sure you know more about it than I do but when i dissociate i take a hot bath/do anything with heat and chew ice/drink cold water/drinks so i feel like.. heat and cold at the same time and it helps ground me
but anyway, this art is GORGEOUS and I hope you start feeling better soon <3
I'm not really sure if it helps, but well. Sometimes surviving is just asking yourself how much you want to spit in the face of what's crushing you, mentally, and carrying on from there. I nearly died myself this year, so I definitely feel that sentiment of still existing, just a little to the left lmao
Good luck with with everything. Someone else already said it but you Are The Fucking Strong and uhh yeah :V
Good luck with with everything. Someone else already said it but you Are The Fucking Strong and uhh yeah :V
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