Warning: personal feelings alert, don't read if you don't wanna hear a crazy's thoughts

I guess to an outsider it's just " wtf.."

This is what I see in my mind [simplified on paper to explain people] every time I close my eyes, the only difference being how loose or tight the chains are from time to time.

Seeing as i have some messed up parts and sides..I can only colour it as one evil side of me being suppressed...by the cross and the ominous thing in the background.
Evil suppressed by evil is all i can think of.

It may be cause a lot of me is under lock and key...
oh well..Im just crazy