A weight is on me,a black hole within myself
what is missing?
what have i lost?
i have been empty for a long time,years upon years.
this hole gets bigger and bigger.
i have friends and family that i love dearly,but yet something is missing. . .
this rain. . .
rain,the work i put on myself too hide.
hide from what? myself!
how so?
so i can try to fill this void!
all tho it will always suck my hard work in given no satisfaction of a job well done.

the world turns and my heart burns,
broken and discarded i long for something
but for what?
you cant cure the dead so no reason too kill myself to find one
i do long for the ones i lost but-
the hole!
that void,the longing within me.
heart burning,blackness,being discarded. . .
discarded,being broken.
heart break,lust. . .
lust,feeling loved?

love?
is that what im missing?
family,friends,no partner. . .
no one to felt the warmth and confert of,
no one...the void gets bigger

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