Two years ago, my best friend asked me to draw a picture of him and his new mate, Saethwr, dancing. He requested that he be shorter than Sae- and that, of course, they be dressed accordingly. (that is to say, Sae in formal men's wear, and my good friend in a dress.)

I never completed the picture.
I never even -started- the picture.

Last summer, I was asked to join them. as another mate. Heaven knows -why- exactly I said yes.

Sae began to plan to come over this summer.
I freaked out- in so many fashions it'd be difficult to describe them all.
I wondered, for many, many months, -why- my first relationship was a polygamous one. I spent a lot of time wondering, and Jealousy was a good friend of mine for some time.

A few months ago, Sae posted this.
I resolved that if Krizzle thought he was worth it, then maybe it's about time I started to put effort into it.
I did.
But, the times I came to be closest to Sae were the times I was farthest from Krizzle- for whatever reasons my strange mind had.

and Last week- or the week before- we unfortunately had to cancel Saethwr's trip out to California this summer.
As something I had been dreading, I found myself suddenly saddened by the turn of events.

and last friday, the first of may, 2009, I came to terms with it all.
I am a woman. Mated to two of the -best- men I have ever met.
And that's not a bad thing- Merely difficult to balance. But I can do it, the two of you are worth it. . . so..

*steps out of the way, flicking on a Media Player and leaving the room*

You two can have your dance now. heaven knows you deserve it ^_^