
This adorable piece of Kinnon was done by
spazywolf ! They did a wonderful job portraying how I've been feeling the past few weeks, many thanks to them for this! Check their submission here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22786242/ Maybe give them a +Watch? The story behind it is below, but it's a bit melodramatic, so feel free to ignore.
The story: About 3 or 4 weeks ago my girlfriend who meant the world and more to me decided to leave me after a month of almost complete silence and coldness, without even giving a reason why, just more or less the typical ambiguous "It's not you, it's me." It really really hurt because I always tried to give everything to make her feel special and secure, and let her know how much I cared about her, -- and then out of nowhere she drops the bomb. I guess she never truly felt the same way I did... It just makes you feel like no matter what you do, no one will stay. It's something that's going to be in the back of my mind for a long time if I'm ever with anyone else again, always feeling scared that they're going to leave no matter what I do. I can handle a breakup, it just hurts when someone pulls completely away out of nowhere and then ultimately rejects you without even saying why. You say it wasn't me, but then just left me in the dark wondering what went wrong. You knew I had your back, why couldn't you open up to me like you once did? All I've ever wanted to do was be your friend and make you feel like the best version of yourself that you could be. No one in the world mattered to me like you did.

The story: About 3 or 4 weeks ago my girlfriend who meant the world and more to me decided to leave me after a month of almost complete silence and coldness, without even giving a reason why, just more or less the typical ambiguous "It's not you, it's me." It really really hurt because I always tried to give everything to make her feel special and secure, and let her know how much I cared about her, -- and then out of nowhere she drops the bomb. I guess she never truly felt the same way I did... It just makes you feel like no matter what you do, no one will stay. It's something that's going to be in the back of my mind for a long time if I'm ever with anyone else again, always feeling scared that they're going to leave no matter what I do. I can handle a breakup, it just hurts when someone pulls completely away out of nowhere and then ultimately rejects you without even saying why. You say it wasn't me, but then just left me in the dark wondering what went wrong. You knew I had your back, why couldn't you open up to me like you once did? All I've ever wanted to do was be your friend and make you feel like the best version of yourself that you could be. No one in the world mattered to me like you did.
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Species Wolf
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A little saying that I use to help me get through these types of situations is : everything happens for a reason and if it was mean't to be, then it would of happened. I know that seems really vague, but you're still young and maybe at this point in time it sucks and it hurts, but things will get better. It just takes time. :) In the meantime, take care of yourself and be kind. c:
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