In Time. I will Heal.

This is a very personal piece for me. My grandfather passed away in the early hours on Monday morn. Since then, I struggled with strange feelings I couldn't comprehend.

In the end, it was all because I felt heartbroken that we couldn't have a healthier, more loving relationship. He was a distant, difficult man. There were times when he was unbearable with his horrible ways--and I felt, still feel, much hurt and hate. But I know better now that in my heart I did love him. That's all I need to heal, to forgive.

I also would like to say thank you for all of you who consoled me and gave their condolences on my latest journal, as well as the wonderful peeps on Twitter. You guys are like candles in the dark times I have, always wonderful, always positive. I am very thankful and appreciative of you all, for your support, time and kindness. Thank you <3

Goodnight, and Goodbye Grandpa. I love you.