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Broken To Pieces
I did this because of my problems inside of me.
Since every time or in any of my drawing, you alas see Jay as a happy, cheerful and positive looking character... But in real life, it's the antonym of all these things. Yes, I become happy outside, but these errors inside of me still dwelling and roaming around everyday in my life.
Habits, anxieties, everyday problems, and spiritual battle, as always they are destroying my mood.
I don't know who to ask for help. Maybe it's a part of my sinful life. I don't know...
Since every time or in any of my drawing, you alas see Jay as a happy, cheerful and positive looking character... But in real life, it's the antonym of all these things. Yes, I become happy outside, but these errors inside of me still dwelling and roaming around everyday in my life.
Habits, anxieties, everyday problems, and spiritual battle, as always they are destroying my mood.
I don't know who to ask for help. Maybe it's a part of my sinful life. I don't know...
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
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I can certainly relate to most of those problems.
(especially given I have high-functioning autism)
You can always ask online or discuss it with family or a therapist if you can find one.
I can personally say that while I don't your life's ins and outs what you do doesn't
qualify as sinful, and second but foremost is never beat yourself up. Be aware of
your flaws but don't let that turn into hating yourself and forgetting your strengths.
(especially given I have high-functioning autism)
You can always ask online or discuss it with family or a therapist if you can find one.
I can personally say that while I don't your life's ins and outs what you do doesn't
qualify as sinful, and second but foremost is never beat yourself up. Be aware of
your flaws but don't let that turn into hating yourself and forgetting your strengths.
Adult life is hard hey? Spiritual battle is the hardest fight you'll ever have. You need to do what makes you happy... that's all there is. It's scary thinking about what happens after death, and you may want to avoid doing things in this life to avoid bad things when your dead... pretty silly when you think about it... there's no point in being miserable now and making yourself feel ad about yourself when you are not a sinful person or living a sinful life. You're growing up, discovering who you are, your trying to find the truth. The truth is live a happy life now, and let what happens after death be a mystery, a beautiful mystery which I'm sure it is. I was a devoted Catholic since I was born, really really devoted, but I went through a similar thing to what your going through, and by the end of it I came out as an agnostic.... I know I won't ever know if a God actually exists, and I can't prove that one does or doesn't exist so why worry about it. Live life now... do what makes you happy and be a GOOD person... that's a'll that matters
That's somehow has a point, and well, I am a Christian but has doubts that going in and out of my brain.
Always, death is scaring me, even condemnation, hard life, sex problems and etc. And yeah, it's a "life thing" that I can't understand.
I wish that God reveals me answers for allllll of these problems and how to overcome them.
Always, death is scaring me, even condemnation, hard life, sex problems and etc. And yeah, it's a "life thing" that I can't understand.
I wish that God reveals me answers for allllll of these problems and how to overcome them.
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