I used to write about 10 years ago in a journal. I'm not talking Live journal, myspace, or any online journal. I'm talking about a pen, a writing pad, and my thoughts in ink on paper. I have often found for writing, that using this old method versus digital helps me creatively. It forced me to think in my mind, to stream out my thoughts in a way that I can't rely on the crutch of spell checkers, proof reading and editing. Once it's on paper, its what I wrote. It helps me become stronger with my creativity through improved streams of thought as I write given I know what I write is permanent and not some random blog of online text with no feeling. Studies into mood and interpreting handwriting often show that you can tell this through character interpretation and handwriting analysis. Even looking back and transcribing my pages, I can re examine and feel the through that went into what I write. I am translating these journals to a format to share online. They are my thoughts, my stories, and things that my mind conjures into something slightly coherent and digestible in reading. I use this medium as a way of self expression into the complex nature that drives my life and telling my story. No it isn't a story about fluffy anthro sex where everyone is perfect and looks amazingly like super models transformed into your favorite species. It's the blunt form of my thoughts put into words about my life and experiences. Some of which may contain adult related topics and will be marked as such when appropriate. Some may pertain to furry in my life. Much of which is about what has brought me to this time of my life.