Ilu

You know, Trick, I've had people tell me they don't like me, and it's fine. I just read a lot of your other journal entries and I'd just like to point out that there are people in this community who care about you. People will be dicks, and it sucks when they are because it makes people just feel bad, in any version of it. But I want you to maybe re-read some of those comments on your old journals and remember that people care. And I'll throw my own two cents in. You were one of the first people I saw when I was becoming interested in the fandom. Your works of writing, the community you shared from art and friends all was inspiring and uplifting. I recently have been trying to get more involved in the furry fandom partly because I saw how you enjoyed it, and others too. And you write some damn good pieces, many of which are hilarious and thought provoking! I'll end by suggesting you listen to Somewhere Over the Rainbow by "IZ" Kamakawiwoʻole. You've probably heard it, and it's a little melancholy, so if you don't need that right now ignore this suggestion. I DO suggest it, however, because it is hopeful as well, and calming, that moment when the tears on your face start to slow and you wipe them away. It speaks of wanting to continue on and go forwards in life, physically and personally. And from what I gather from your journals and this post, it certainly seems like you are constantly trying to better yourself and engage with others, making them happy, which makes you happy. In my opinion, that is a mark of a good person. I'll post this in the other place too.

You are truly one of the good people here. Thank you so much for writing such a long and meaningful comment.