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I've been going through a hard depression lately, being pretty numb and going through an array of strong emotions on some days.The empty and numb feeling like im in a haze with no one here to support me really. And i feel i am just going through the motions.. , just being crushed by the weight of things that have been bottled up for so many years it doesnt make it any easier. Things just fell apart but slowly i'm picking myself back up. With work keeping my mind occupied it hasn't been as bad lately. But I still feel bad I haven't been able to draw art for you all , and with hopes to be able to pick up my pen again once work settles down, been too worn down and with my schedule i haven't had much time to work on anything lately. And with that said, I've been keeping to my own. I know I should reach out but, I just. My emotions are so dulled and numb I feel like i can't be there for people like i wish to be. I can give opinions and crack corny jokes but its just not the same, I feel an empty shell of a former person and I'm just working to find my way again.........
Ive had some try to help me so much, but I just , i dont feel the joy they want me to feel. I want to be genuinely happy and be cheered up, but with whatever this is im going through, it just isnt happening. But just the little things make my days worth living right now, which is me paying it forwards at work and helping in ways most wouldnt. It makes me happy being able to help someone strugling even if it seems silly to help an elder who cant carry her groceries and it makes my whole day 100 times better being able to lift a heart up. But still, i find myself in those days of just, its hard to explain. numb and broken.
Though minus all that! My friend Mizu got this from me from an amazing artist and I am so pleased with the result. My babes cosplaying as AC characters is the best. I've been dieing for art like this of frostbite! I hope to get him done in all the characters one day but this I am so happy to have seen, I honestly wasn't expecting anything as i normally do not. I have to say thank you Mizu . I wish i could show you more gratitude for this but with my emotions being this way its so hard. But i am thankful you'd do something like this for me.
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