So as of Sunday, May 14th, my husband Jayden has decided that he wants to leave me and file for a divorce. Its unfortunate to say the least, but he isn't happy anymore and everyone deserves to be happy. He feels that he needs to experience life without me (ex. such as going out and seeing other people and having new experiences, sex with new people, partying and drinking, etc.), which is....fine. Not really, but I have no say in the matter.

He feels that he hasn't loved me the same for over a few years now and hasn't been attracted to me sexually for some time as well. I knew we were drifted apart slightly, but not to this extent. But...life goes on. We all make choices and we all make mistakes. Myself, our friends and our family feel that he is making a mistake by doing this, but the decision has been made and cannot be taken back now.

We will still be friends, social with each other and will make this transition on each other as easy and as painless as possible (besides my heart already being shattered and broken of course).

In retaliation, one of my best-est friends drew this doodle today to try and cheer me up. And I cant express how much it means to me. Not only did it make me cry, but it made me feel wanted, even though I honestly feel like I'll never be wanted or loved in a relationship kind of way ever again. But I have them, and a massive handful of friends that love me and are supporting me as much as they can (including offering me places to live until I can get on my feet).

So thank you to everyone who has been with me this entire time, for everyone who has stood by my side and will always be there for me. I cant thank you enough. Now if you would please excuse me, I will be dealing with my severe separation anxiety. So if anyone needs me, i'll be in my bedroom, snuggled in my bed with tons of blankets, stuffed animals and my dog.

Crow is (C) to  izzabeltheartist
Tavi is (C) to  Zombitz
Jasper is (C) to  JasperKole or me

Please don't steal, copy or redistribute this art as it is not allowed!