Gonna combine a vlog and a picture update in one. I got this from my best demon friend  dreameaterspirit and oh my goodness it's so frigging cute! lookit Tristan grinning like the big doof he is :>

As for the vlog, I've finally decided to do something with my life and get out of this depressive funk I've been in the last couple of... well, years. After not graduating high school and having to settle with a GED, I never really had the will to do anything and I felt like a total failure.Well, that changed about a month ago when I finally got a forever job at the gas station near me which, granted, isn't much, but it's a start to something great. I'm in the habit of keeping a schedule, which I feel was the number one cause of my depression; not having anything to look forward to/having a schedule. I've also since lost twelve pounds at my job and I realized that I'm happier than I've been in years. I'm motivated to do things I would normally hastily dismiss. I'm feeling great, and I can't help but thank my wonderful boyfriend  Torin13 for all of the support he's given me. I live for him, and he inspires me to keep going when I feel like giving up. Thank you for listening. Look for the stars, you'll find me.