*Deep breath and exhale*

Okay so...
I made this piece for pride month.

The spirit of Pride, heh.
Yanno its funny though, i chose purple. Most of you know i love red and for this red meant life. I...i never really could connect with life. Dont get me wrong i LOVE the color red, always been my go to and purple normally has...negative meaning to me but, for once i want to change that.

Sometimes i like other colors, not just red. Sometimes i like blue for instance. Ive always been picky in what shades of a color i like. Most people just assume i only love Red and Black but really i do like other colors, just specific shades where as for red and black i love all shades of them. Even blue-black.

See purple is special in this though, a picture i had seen today made me realize this, why i feel purple in this rainbow. See when you mix red and blue to get purple its never red-purple or blue-purple, its just purple. Now like this i feel this way, im not one way or the other, i feel both. I feel purple.

I guess in a way you could say i feel both ways, not red or blue, purple.
Ive fought myself for...so many years, in silence, what i am. Who i am. And now i may not know who i am i feel certain what i am, what i like.

Consider this a battle i finally see ive decided on. I finally won myself with.
Its been a long time coming, dropping hints and seeing myself and others. Realizing these things.

For certainty im purple.
Now what else is so important about purple? Well, its the middle of the bisexual flag. In a way you could say the blur line of red and blue. Now i know the flag doesnt carry red in it but it does carry a shade of red per say, pink. You mix white and red to get this color.

For the longest time ive caught myself loving both sides of this line society has laid down. It took years of grooming myself out of what society has placed in my head, i still find myself fixing it out and i probably continue to do so for the rest of my life but im proud to see this in myself, proud to get this out of myself.

I know labels dont mark people but they also help people better understand you when used positively. I know myself as a lover of sorts, i will love some one no matter what, even when it comes to just the mutual friend love. Or more then friends, either way. Our mutual love is what matters. It doesnt matter to me what or who you are. I see it more and more now.

I dont care if your male....Or female. I will cherish you forever and always, friend or lover.

Love is Love.