
I had a very bad depression phase and wanted to fight it.
So I wanted to do some sketches to feel better but realized I forgot so much and additional need to relearn so much things.
I was overwhelmed by the feeling of the mass of what I belived I had to relearn and learn so I became even more depressed.
After quitting for a few hours and stayinig in bed (being anxious) I tried this sketch practice to prove myself that I indeed am still able to draw heads in different angles regardles of my feelings and what I belived in that moment. Yes I felt so worse I even belived I could not even draw a head right. And I belived that everytime I draw one it is just luck that I hit the right lines after a while of try and error. I managed to do this after I forced myself to simply do this to differnt angles chart to learn. I was surprised that it looked relatively fine and managed to do it faster than I thought I would. Friends talked to me that I need to stop being anxious about the quality of my artwork and need to learn to accept that it might be never perfect but other people see it as such and that I still amaze those even though better artists might spot so many errrors I should not care. I just break my own fun with drawings if you stare at it and judge it to hard. This is a piece of hope and I wanted to share this sketch and story. I just need to learn where to draw a line... (heh :3 - pun)
Belive in yourself. Do baby steps. Continue. Don't force 100% quality or you'll never continue what you love - to draw and learn. And even if you feel like you can't do it, know that this is wrong and you just need to find a higher state of whatever and just do it. But enough words... I got hope that I will draw more in the future than I did in the past few years. I rlly do. Wish me luck. Thank you for all your support.
~Skunkhase/Nayrin
(will move this to scraps after a reasonable time - also uploading this to remind myself about this)
skunkhase belongs to me.
Endcard:
own normal, paw & alternative artwork --> (NAYRIN)
own vore & harder fetish artwork --> (FORCESWERWOLF)
any art I recieved goes here --> (SKUNKHASE)
want to support me? --> (COFFEE/KO-FI.com) thank you! <3
So I wanted to do some sketches to feel better but realized I forgot so much and additional need to relearn so much things.
I was overwhelmed by the feeling of the mass of what I belived I had to relearn and learn so I became even more depressed.
After quitting for a few hours and stayinig in bed (being anxious) I tried this sketch practice to prove myself that I indeed am still able to draw heads in different angles regardles of my feelings and what I belived in that moment. Yes I felt so worse I even belived I could not even draw a head right. And I belived that everytime I draw one it is just luck that I hit the right lines after a while of try and error. I managed to do this after I forced myself to simply do this to differnt angles chart to learn. I was surprised that it looked relatively fine and managed to do it faster than I thought I would. Friends talked to me that I need to stop being anxious about the quality of my artwork and need to learn to accept that it might be never perfect but other people see it as such and that I still amaze those even though better artists might spot so many errrors I should not care. I just break my own fun with drawings if you stare at it and judge it to hard. This is a piece of hope and I wanted to share this sketch and story. I just need to learn where to draw a line... (heh :3 - pun)
Belive in yourself. Do baby steps. Continue. Don't force 100% quality or you'll never continue what you love - to draw and learn. And even if you feel like you can't do it, know that this is wrong and you just need to find a higher state of whatever and just do it. But enough words... I got hope that I will draw more in the future than I did in the past few years. I rlly do. Wish me luck. Thank you for all your support.
~Skunkhase/Nayrin
(will move this to scraps after a reasonable time - also uploading this to remind myself about this)
skunkhase belongs to me.
Endcard:
own normal, paw & alternative artwork --> (NAYRIN)
own vore & harder fetish artwork --> (FORCESWERWOLF)
any art I recieved goes here --> (SKUNKHASE)
want to support me? --> (COFFEE/KO-FI.com) thank you! <3
Category Artwork (Digital) / All
Species Rabbit / Hare
Size 1200 x 1054px
File Size 667.3 kB
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You words are all very true. I'm trying to push myself out of the same kind of low point. Sometimes you gotta break it down until you remember what brings you joy about drawing again and then it becomes easier. bit by bit . Draw a little something like this every day. Keep paper or tablet nearby at all times and sketch the second an idea comes to you, don't worry about finishing. I am happy you are finding your resolve again!
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