
Round and round I go,
waiting for you to change
but it feels like you're never gonna achieve it.
Foolish girl,
to wait for someone who
seems intent to break her down
Sometimes, I just want him back
I'm failing to control myself
when you say my name
Oh... reminding me
Failing to believe them when they say
"he will always be the same"...
I heal when you kiss my face
Oh, the bitterness begins to fade
and the world seems less and less
somewhere I don't wanna be
I wish that you'd pull me close
as I search for you in the dark
When I really need you most
you seem to just turn your back
I'm failing to control myself
when I see your face
Oh... reminding me
I'm failing to believe you when you say
"Things won't always be this way"
~
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Original track that I started recording a couple of years back and stopped before I got to the post-production stuff.
I decided it needed finishing so spent time on it over the last few days. This took a different direction to what I intended but it's cool. Music does that sometimes.
Vocals were done roughly but I kind of liked them so kept them as they were. I know this is slightly different to my usual vocal style and that makes me a bit nervous, but I also just wanted the authenticity.
FLAC version on SoundCloud:
https://soundcloud.com/nicikinsmanm.....n-metamorphose
Category Music / All
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 120 x 120px
File Size 7.88 MB
Listed in Folders
There have been so many times I've tried the other content on this site. The writings, the animations, the music. It's mostly been disappointing, but I'm really glad I clicked this. This is the first time I've actually enjoyed music someone uploaded here on Furaffinity. So I'll be following you on soundcloud is that's okay. ♥ Thank you for this. ; w;/
That's a really huge compliment and I am honoured that you felt like giving my track a chance. I really, really appreciate it. It can be hard to find things you like on FA when it comes to writing/music as you have to invest more time in it than with art (so much simpler). We do have some really talented people in the fandom!
Of course it's ok if you follow on SoundCloud, thank you very much! Thank you for taking the time to listen and comment... it means more when it's an original track since it's personal and can be daunting to share with the world.
Of course it's ok if you follow on SoundCloud, thank you very much! Thank you for taking the time to listen and comment... it means more when it's an original track since it's personal and can be daunting to share with the world.
You're more than welcome. ♥ I favor originality overall. I tend to get tired of coming onto Furaffinity to see the same typical thing. Artwork following trends like the Virgin-killer / cat lingerie. Then most the artwork is 95% NSFW it gets a bit stale over time. Yeah, I do agree there are a lot of talented people here, and even in the other communities too, and I only really comment when I'd like to express something I've enjoyed. Keep up the amazing work, and I will wait patiently for your next tracks / art pieces~ ♥
I'll list the musicians I listen to and have on my play list, who make really amazing music. In addition to
Lilypad and in no particular order except maybe somewhat alphabetical:
AshleySerena
DaelMacro
DaSkruff
Dolphinboy
Equium
FoxAmoore (a world class composer and musician!)
PepperCoyote (awesome musician and singer who does a lot of work with Fox Amoore)
Fluffycroc
Ghostwalker
Hali (Matthew Ebel)
Mayer
Messerwolf
Blackwerevolk
Skybowl
BurnedKeys (the collab account of Blackwerevolk and Skybowl)
ZackwellDAesther
JazzyPanda
Note that some of these individuals have been inactive in recent years and don't release new music, but their stuff is still in their galleries.


















Note that some of these individuals have been inactive in recent years and don't release new music, but their stuff is still in their galleries.
Thank you... I am unsure if this sort of sound is what you usually like. It's actually a bit odd for me to come out with something with this sort of beat/feel to it. It's an interesting mix of some classical/orchestral sort of sounds with some more modern stuff thrown in. Wasn't sure if it worked but whatever... XD I need to move on and keep experimenting.
I have always really liked this song though so I am glad I got around to recording it.
I have always really liked this song though so I am glad I got around to recording it.
This is so beautiful, Lily. It's such a bittersweet song of someone who loves someone else so much, in hopes (or hopeless) that he'll improve into the person who deserves that much love. If that makes sense (because I ramble). Very lovely singing and composition
Makes COMPLETE sense and is very much along the vein of the meaning(s) behind the song.
It's probably not difficult to derive what the intention was when I wrote it. I was struggling with the choice to stay put in something that wasn't very happy most of the time, and was probably damaging to me, but still meant a lot to me and was hard to walk away from. I tend to end up in situations like that quite frequently because I am a very emotional/empathic person. I get attached and invested and then even if I am mistreated I tend to stick around out of duty or whatever. I never blame the person either, that's probably the issue... I tend to simply accept and understand what they say or do as a result of their own issues etc.
I imagine that's a theme that a lot of people can relate to/identify with so I felt the song was worth recording and sharing. That's the purpose of music... to connect strangers to something and to evoke emotion from them. I think that's a good thing... people have often told me my music helps them or soothes them during difficult times and that means a lot to me.
Thanks for sharing your thoughts and for always listening to what I do! Means a lot to me!
It's probably not difficult to derive what the intention was when I wrote it. I was struggling with the choice to stay put in something that wasn't very happy most of the time, and was probably damaging to me, but still meant a lot to me and was hard to walk away from. I tend to end up in situations like that quite frequently because I am a very emotional/empathic person. I get attached and invested and then even if I am mistreated I tend to stick around out of duty or whatever. I never blame the person either, that's probably the issue... I tend to simply accept and understand what they say or do as a result of their own issues etc.
I imagine that's a theme that a lot of people can relate to/identify with so I felt the song was worth recording and sharing. That's the purpose of music... to connect strangers to something and to evoke emotion from them. I think that's a good thing... people have often told me my music helps them or soothes them during difficult times and that means a lot to me.
Thanks for sharing your thoughts and for always listening to what I do! Means a lot to me!
It's understandable not wanting to end a relationship and hoping everything will turn around for the better, but after enough time has passed and nothing has changed there eventually comes a time when you have to ask yourself, is this worth keeping?
True about the purpose of music being to inspire or invoke emotion from people. There are some pieces of music in my collection that bring me to tears whether from happiness, sadness, or something bittersweet. Sometimes music help bring out emotions that the person has been suppressing, or take the listener away to another time and place, whether something real from the past or something imaginary and beautiful. Music really amazes me.
True about the purpose of music being to inspire or invoke emotion from people. There are some pieces of music in my collection that bring me to tears whether from happiness, sadness, or something bittersweet. Sometimes music help bring out emotions that the person has been suppressing, or take the listener away to another time and place, whether something real from the past or something imaginary and beautiful. Music really amazes me.
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