they are all nice good shades too

Oooh... purty drawings. I especially like the shadows you did in the center one's bulb (rose, I'm guessing?). The first one is also quite nice, and the third really shows off some nice, three-dimensional work. Though, you might want to do more gentle layering to slowly build up the lines and shading, as it looks smoother and more realistic, rather than sketchy or rushed. Just an idea, it's up to you, of course. They're still quite good drawings.

thank you. :3
left is a random flower from my head. center is a rose, yes. right r orchids.
I'll try 2 layer up. But its hard I'm such a scribbler... :P

Well, just try to take it slow, pace yourself, have patience, and go easy with it. You can get really nice effects when you take the time to layer up slowly. But again, nice work.

So... you really are a chick? >_> I only found out from krameris just a few minutes ago, lol... sorry I said 'man' so much... lol....

idc. I call a lot of ppl dudes and senior.... :P

Oh, well, okies. Again, sorry about that. >_>

u don't have 2 say ur sorry. I'm perfectly okay w/ it. :)

Lol. I just had a thought involving progression. When I was a kid, I would like to make a puddle of water and then do an irragation to make the water work it's way through the irragation. I guess to sum it up, I like seeing things progress, kind of like dominoes when you put one in front of the other and it builds up and when you knock over the first one it would all fall down. I guess that's the mind of an engineer.

most ppl have the mind of a hampster...

. Are you implying my mind is that of a hampster!?! I'll strangle you in your sleep and you'll have a hyper fit!

COOL!

and no I'm not. X)

Oh crap! Uh...um...disregard that last comment.

its cool. but I'm hoping u don't get all hulk like if I'm ever around u irl...

Hell no. If anyone were to do that it'd be my younger brother. He's Austisic and he's irratable.

u used 2 beat up ur pets, if u even said something I'd hide behind alex since hes protective.

*sigh* I told you already. That was before I took meds. (Damn can't spell out meds! So frustrating). I can't remember the last time I've acted out since I've been taking my meds, hmm. I don't even think I have had acted out since I've taken meds. And besides I used to regret doing that to the poor things. But you shouldn't dwell on the past. If you do it'll eat you up. Lol. (Look at me you were probably being sarcastic and I don't even know it). See. Having Aspergers sux for me. I can't have a normal day with my dad. He sometimes gets frustarted with me cause I'm so simpleminded. And it frustrates me too. Man my dad said it perfectly. He said "People with Asperger go through life walking through a fun house. Yeah it's fun at first but after a while it gets old very quick and even irratating and even scary. *sigh* I had a bank account and with a bank that did free checking and all was well, but after it got bought out by Chase they started charging $27 when I overdrafted and while overdrafted if I charged anything it would be another $27. So eventually this got old and I was overdrafted and my dad told me to not worry about it and when he told me this I got the idea later to charge more on my account thinking that I wouldn't have to pay it. Course with me I rarely think and never have an idea what will happen after I do something so I did this and eventually the bank called telling me to pay them the money I owe and my dad took me to the bank after I told him what I had done, and it turned out it was over $500 in overdraft charges and charges I made and my dad decided I couldn't be trusted with a bank account for some time and for days the bank was calling my cell phone and just a couple of days ago they stopped calling me, obvisily because they cancelled my account. And all of this happened because I didn't think ahead! It's not easy living with my disorder, living without knowing what's going on around you. It sux. Well now you know me more.

I'm sorry.
Back when I was in 6th grade they wanted 2 test me 2 c if there was anything wrong w/ me cuz I wasn't making any friends. (really they just hated me. it was a small catholic school and there were only 8 6th grader including me.)

and they were not sure what I had so they said Asperger. I have a IEP on file and such but honsetly I don't think I have it and if I do then I will not let it give me excuses or make me seem not as functional as everyone else.

I don't those mental docs who deal w/ trying 2 figure out whats wrong w/ u. Cuz even if there is nothing wrong w/ u they'll find something 2 say that u r. And then they act like ur special and some think pills some every little problem u have. And shove them down ur throat. That is just my opinion.

Sortly after they said I had that my mom made me take medications for concentration when i didn't even need them. I could concentrate fine on my record. I'm positive of it.

I'm sorry you had to go through that. I really do. But that's no reason to hate medication. My older brother had bad experiences when he took medication that didn't work for him and he ended up hating pills. Though now he views my dad as a enemy since he divorced my mom. (I wasn't happy about him doing it either but I still love him). My dad was a family and marriage christian consulor and he had to deal with my mom's BS for 20+ years. IDK how he found out my mom had Borderline Personality Disorder. But the marriage was suffering, and when he tried to get her help, she would refuse it, and after years of dealing with it he got fed up and divorced her. My older brother would beat me up more than anybody else in the family. IDK why he'd choose me as his target but he did, And I heard that he punched my older sister over cearal. Cearal! Damn! And the when I was living with my mom I had asked him to help me with a report I asked him to listen to a tape for research and he didn't agree with it, and I was talking to him and he was being a jerk about my idea of listening to the tape, and I told him, "Well if you didn't want to do it you don't have to be an ass about it." And boy did that make him more mad, he started insulting me and one thing he said that really made me mad and I had drink in my hand and after he said what made me mad, I threw my drink in his face and he blew up, and started pounding my head with his fist. Over and over again. And I just stood there and took it. My mom told him to leave for a while. I tried to go to sleep and he eventually came back and acted like it was all better now. That asshole! The next day I went over to my dad's house and stayed there. If that wasn't enough when I came back to get stuff from my mom's house he was there, so we were inside and he was jabbering on about things that I knew was his insanity. (He too has Borderline Personality Disorder) And he was seeing we weren't listening to him, and we were heading out the door and he comes out after us, and he's jabbering on even more and then as my dad went into the car he grabed my dad's side of the door and started pushing on the door trying to break it and my dad came out of the car and then they started punching each other and wrestling on the ground I panicked and ran inside to call the police, I was looking for the phone and got it I came back outside and as I hit the call button I saw my brother with a shovel raised over his head. My heart leapt into my throat at this point. I didn't know if it was intended for my dad or the car. But I said I was calling the police he calmed down and told us we could go.

Now if you don't believe my we need medication, then I see no hope in this world. Medication is a mircale of God. If it weren't for Medication, so many people would have suffered, so many more people wouldn't know a meaningful life. Because before medication. I had no life! I was a damn crazy homosidal/suicidal lunatic! So if you tell me that medication and labeling people with disorders is a problem. I beg to differ. If you seriously still don't believe me, then I demand you do research before you decide to make such accutions. That's what my dad does, before he comes on a conculsion. That's what makes him such a great man. He does his homework. He's told me I have Aspergers, and told me symptoms of it that he's figured out over the time he's had me as his son. Though Asperger syndrome is a subject that doesn't have much info on it because they just recently discovered it. And a specailist came to me and diagonsed me with this disorder, not just some quack doctor. And I had enough experience in life to know that everybody has something wrong with them, I'll give you examples. My dad has Diabitas. My mom has (as said before) Borderline Personality Disorder. My older sister, well...my dad has come upon a conslusion that she's a perfectionist, my older brother, (like I said before) also has Borderline Personality Disorder, Me I have Asperger syndrome, ADD, and Bipolar Disorder, My younger brother has, Austism, and my younger sister has ADD, though not diagonosed, but she talks about having problems paying attention.

I hope this makes an impression on you. Cause once you start thinking like you do, you're letting your insanity take ahold of you. Like it's taken ahold of my mom and older brother. I can't even go to my mom's house without worring about getting beat up by my older brother. My dad was bleeding and hurt pretty bad when my older brother beat him up. That's not rage, it's pure insanity!