one of future postcards.. has a bit different version but still
inspired with one of russian songs
actually i guess i shouldn't listen to such depressive music
but
agh
that makes me feel sometimes that i'm understood..? not alone
well, last days told me i'm not alone anyway, no matter how damn hard that's to me to accept
how that's, you know.. t r u s t people? how that works? why should i be sure i won't be left one more time..
i guess ..i should try
but still that hurts too much